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Name: nisaaini (niSa)
Age: 19 years young
Date of Birth: september12 1988
Horoscope Sign: virgo

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

{ freed on 1:26 AM

been wondering wats up wif me 2dae..gl0omy n full of angst..sad n depressed..screaming inside..went hm, stormed myself in da rm, slammed da bl0ody door n locked da rm..blast da radio n threw da pillows..threw evriting in sight n punched da wall..it hurts but wadeheck..tears fall n i wept silentli..i noe i shouldnt be cryin but it juz flows..dun ask y..hate myself..evriting..hopeless..

mr shanmugam tetibe came up 2 me n saed "Nisaaini im veri dissapointed in u. wat happened 2 ur results? ur paper 2 pulled dwn ur marks n i tink u failed." YEAH. i failed my chem 4 da 1st tyme. its n0t dat ive not failed at all, but i feel demoralised amng my frens...noein tt i can do better but im n0t interested. Putting in much effort but dis happens. tanya, im sori if i hurt ur feelings juz now, as in i saed tt i hated u evritime u scored As wif0ut much effort. Face it nisa. Stop being pessimistic alreadi. I cant blame u. Throughout OBT lesson i kept quiet. Screamin inside. On chem lesson, i cried. noone noticed but i did. Juz wana let out my feelings coz im SUCH a perfectionist.

At da interchange, saw him. As if my dae is not bad enuff. My face was lik a lemon. He turned arnd, looked, turn, look again n turn back. My mind was blank, n din even smiled. wen i looked at him, he alreadi turned back. i was lik, "AHHHH, cant b bodered!" wen we sat dwn den i t0ld qid. Usuali i wld get excited n smile. But i din. duno y. Again, cant b bodered. I guess so did he. so, whu cares aniwae. ARRGGHHH...

If i offended ani1, im sori. Juz wana vent out my frustratns. Sabar, nanti biler aku solat akanku doa bnyk2 untk tenangkan otk ni. Wassalam.