i dont usually fancy last minute changes. it gets me all worked up and uneasy.

but whenever it involves u, i always try to make it an exception.

you dont have to apologise cos im an understanding person. especially towards people i love. (if by doing that ur being nice then its okay.) how i feel all that is like watever. dont worry.

my main priority is about u alone. about u getting better, having enough rest, eaten ur lunch etc.

here i go again, getting all worried abt u. not because of the fact that im bumped out that our date was cancelled.

ward 4 party held on 27/12/07. in conjunction with the christmas and year end celebrations. most were present at the party, but some couldnt make it.

i was still in the midst of my shift when mr Ang pulled us in for the feast. i asked him, who would be outside to standby the patients, if not even us students? he seboleh-bolehnye told us that he dun mind jaga the whole lot of them for us while we stayed inside to have a good time. he even pulled other staffs in, including the housekeepers and the technicians who happened to be on duty. (of course they turned him down bcos they were too shy with the grp of nurses-haha)

he was forever saying, "wait i go down buy u all more drinks dun worry." and poof! he went.

thats wat i like about my ward BROTHER. (pleeeease, not because he is old and bald hahaha.)

ward 4 nurses....!

and i just cant run away from the fact, that there is always someone out dere to make my life difficult. ur making wild accusations and pointing all fingers on me. i knew from the start that u have something against me. i may be quiet, but it dont mean that im weak. u may be rude and smirk at me, but its okay. Just u wait woman. i have all proof to show that ur wrong. one day ur gonna swallow back all ur words. and FYI, im not threatened by ur presence. everybody makes mistakes, and ur not far from that either.

my case study presentation went well. jennifer commented that it was quite good. :) glad that made me smile afterwards. haha...

she was smiling from ear to ear wen she received her present. specially from dear, oats and fnd. a gorgeous necklace that is. :) and oso a new camera from fizzo. best kannn. she was in shock, unsure whether to scream or cry. haha.

then she led me into several bling2 shops. showed me how to appreciate the quality of real diamonds. which ring is better in quality, the carats, the size, colour, clarity etc. thanx babe! i tink all girls shld noe stuffs like these! haha...and they shld teach their bfs oso. so next tym they noe wat to get. *hint2*

alvin and the chipmunks was adorably funny and entertaining to watch. :)

and i noticed guys can nvr be separated with gadgets and robots and games and action figures and watnots. lol... just like us with the obsession with fashion, hair and makeup. and boys. hahaha...

end work ard 6 plus due to the stupid case study presentation. haha... it took almost 5hrs for all the groups to complete. my grp's powerpoint slides was cocked up abit. we changed the font to a brighter clr so the others can see but somehow it turned out bad. most words wasnt reflected at all.. and i made typo error! instead of Digoxin 250mcg i say 250mg.. kirekan da medication error. wrong dosage! haha! watever... naseb the ward sisters tak byk ask qns if not mati seh. huhu...my stomach tk habes2 buat hal je all the way...cant stand it.

after that rushed home, quickly washup and get myself ready. ayang came early and fetched me first from home before fetching my grandparents at jurong. dey told us to fetch dem at 8pm but upon arrival, they said it was still too early. -_- ayang had a good chat wif nenek and was surprised wen my grandma and his grandma are frens. haha...small world. *winks. den he drove us to the pick-up point where he met up wif my makcik and pakciks. someone kene compliment as looking very young. suke la tuuu. eksyen. hehe! oh, how can i forget? ur only 18! yeah...boy boy...=p thanks baby for sending my grandparents off. looks lik dey are fond of u ardy. love u many2~! muacks.. cnt wait for tmr.. hehe.

my head feels warm. and im freezing in this room. attention to all: pls bring an umbrella wen ur out during this rainy season! not like me so degil hehe... okaybye my feet need to be pampered and moisturised. and i want my sleep. weekends here i come...

u tried to be friendly.

u seem to talk of nothing else but our memories.

u even tried asking me out.

u ignored the fact that im no longer yours.

its as if ur trying to win me back.

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save the effort boy.

dont give urself false hopes.

it wont happen for the FOURTH time.

in fact, it will never happen again.

the reason why im still contacting and not being cold to you is because i dun wish to make enemies.