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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

{ freed on 12:10 PM

hari ini kau datang riang
tersenyum buatku senang
kau hias dirimu
membuat hati bertambah syg~

thoa its pouring outside,
tho its kinda late,
thoa u had to rush,
thoa u felt burnt out,
that doesnt stop u from meetin me..
HEHEHE.

dose littlest things
dat made me love u more.
awwww.
n i njoyed ur company veri much.
the tymes we spent together..
the warm hugs u shared.
that lil smile.
that cute laughter.
that lovely glance.
that jokes u made.
that hands u held tite.
that words u said.
that attention u gave.

nothing can compare to THAT littlests things.
things that reminded me of you.

ilu~
muahss..

Monday, December 25, 2006

{ freed on 11:43 AM

HAPPY 5th BURFDAY LINA!!~

HEHE.
stop being whiny u spoilt brat~
=))
gifts:bags, dolls, pouch, make-up.
YES. make-up.
wearing eyeshadows lipsticks blushers
is aldy her normal routine.
HAHA.
wen i was her age i din even noe
dose things EXISTS dammit.
LOL.
one word to describe her.
Glamour Queen. or maybe princess.
=)
coz she alwaes seeks our attention.
bleahs!

her: Mama mama, lagi lima tahun lina nk kahwin boleh?
mother: lina nk kahwin ngn sape? *laughs*
her: dengan...shhhhhh... Danial... *blush blush*

HAHAHA.
imagine a 5 yr old kid sayin dat.
ma auntie got a shock sia.
lol.
owells.
kids will owaes be kids.
hehehe.
lina... lina...
tisk tisk.
MWACKS!

oh n not forgettin.
happy burfdae to a sweet gerlfren of mine.
TASLIMAH.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~
tho i hope to meet ya sumday.
hehe.

Friday, December 22, 2006

{ freed on 5:57 AM

Lily Allen, Littlest Things.

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dir
tI was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]Dreams, DreamsOf when we had just started things
Dreams of you and meI
t seems, It seemsThat I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell meIs this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bedWatching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you

current song stuck in ma head.
HAHAHA.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

{ freed on 10:31 AM

i really wana sleep rite nw,
but i just cant.
i really wish i cld sleep rite now,
but i just cant.

smthn bothers me
but i duno y.
my brain is like
so clogged up wif stuffs.
it mite be betta if i noe
wad dose stuffs are.
but i dont.
call me a weirdo if u please.
bleahs.
moreover im left wif
free time in ma hands
and more time
to think abt 'nothing'.
i just
think
and think
and think
and think.

n now i cant sleep.
*pulls hair*
if i even manage to sleep ltr on,
i hope my brain will clear of itself.
n den dere's nutin in ma freakin mind
for me to think abt.
i sooo need therapeutic management.
like right now.
someone pls HELP me.

goody.
im so glad i'll be out gyming
plus 'retail-therapying' tmr!!
cnt wait!
at least it can get ma mind of
all dese shit.

been wearing a frown lately.

i want my smile back.
can u help get it for me?

Sunday, December 17, 2006

{ freed on 2:57 AM

NURLINA ISKANDAR.

i love this cousin of mine.

she may scream
she may yell
she may irritate the hell out of me.
but one things clear,
she's the sweetest lil darling ever.

jus flash a camera at her.
and watch her.
potential finalist for the nxt Top Model.
HEHE!

and dere she posed.

n again.

i just love HER! =))

Saturday, December 16, 2006

{ freed on 9:02 PM

in the meantime,
i dun hv much in mind
to blog.
guess i'll make dis yet anoder short entry.
i feel like my life is so uninteresting
at dis pint of tym.
bluehx!

kays 1st.
im so POKAI LAR.
i need more money money.
to shop shop shop.
shoes, bottoms, tops, watch...
I WANA SCREAMMMMMMM!
kay nvm abt dat.
hehe.

urgh.
im nt too happy wif
a particular grp member of mine.
i wun mention names here.
well, she shld be thankful 4 dat.
hehs.
kayy.
as a grp member, she shld jolly well cooperate.
she shld get her ass off and get things done.
not sitting in a coner minding her own bisness
trying to show oders she is the BOSS.
n telling pple dt our meeting is CRAP
n she has nutin to do wif it.
if ur in, ur in.
if u dun lik it
den y the hell show ur face dwn dere
n reading ur story book lik u dun care.
she shld nt even COME in the 1st place.
lik wth.
its unfortunate enuff for me to
be partners wif her.
kay well, im not so choosy.
as long as she get her work done.
BUT~
i can safely say dat i did 90% of the job.
den wad is she doing,
jus sit dere and act smart?
i divided the task for her to complete
i gave sufficient time okay.
PLUS i smsed her reminding to complete it.
HOWEVER, she dint.
lik wtf.
"kay i will gv u tmr." was wat she owaes says.
tomorrow my FOOT.
there are due dates for goodness sakes.
if our oder members can do deir job
n completed dem
so y cant she?
im the one struggling to finish things up.
n i found out dat oders r olso doing tings 4 her.
wen i asked y,
dey saed" ohhh sh'e alwaes bz one."
LIKE WE'RE NOT BUSY TOO.
dat was wad i saed in her presence.
i told dem,
" eh, stop it lar. let her do, its her work!"
den dey jus make the irritated face
n point fingers at her.
im so frustrated la.
feel lik telling off to her face
dat its a TEAM effort not solo.
lik wadever.
nuff said.
brbs.
......................................................................
pple may ask y i gave dis rlp anoder chance.
to tell de truth,
i swore i din tink dis rlp wld happen again.
but to put it simply, i still hv feelings for him.
n so does he.
so, we chose to start anew.
hehe.
dee's response was so cute wen i told her
abt us.
"yyyyyyyyyy??? den nvr tell me la u!!"
HAHAHA.
despite the fact tt we parted twice aldy.
bt smthn bothers me still.
will we end up the same?
will history repeat itself?
dat, we dun noe.
n we dun wana noe.
for evry rlp has its own risks.
and its up to us weder we wana take dose risks.
n cos of dat,
decided to be honest wif him.
told hw insecured i feel.
n not being able to luv him wholeheartedly.
all becos i dun wana b broken again..
it was sad news for him
and he wasnt able to accept it at 1st.
turns out he too was insecured abt me,
assumimg tt i hv feelings for anoder guy.
the thoughts bothers him alot.
he confessed having sleepless nights
tinking if dere's 2 guys in my heart.
i nvr knew tt he was so disturbed.
hehe.
tt made me realise hw impt i am to him.
bt i prove to him that,
we have to be honest to build trusts in rlps.
n i thank him lots 4 being honest.
all for the simple fact that,
i love him.
n he loves me.
n we wana make it happen.
pray for us to make it happen.
insyaAllah.
Come wat may~

token of our luv~ =))
luv u lots!!
04/12/04
nisa.wan.forever.

Monday, December 11, 2006

{ freed on 1:51 AM

ICAS and MORE ICAS!!!!

ahhhhh im going crazy!~
hehx.
had to squeeeze 3 major projects
into one week.
pharmacology, dengue fever and major depression.
lik wth.
sumtyms wen dere are grp meetups,
i will be lik,
"wich one are we doing 2dae arh??"
den get so confused.
den sumtyms we had to do TWO projects at a tym
and the table wil be all messy n out of hand.
but dese tym round projects wun b so dry n BORING.
we wana make it intrestin.
ROLEPLAYS.
hehe.

dengue: im acting as "mama mosquito."
depression: the TV advertisement girl.
pharmaco: acting crazy as part of side effects of drugs.
*pending*
all the props still in progress.
glad dt dey're happi wif ma sound effects.
HEHE.
n i will do ma best to make dese presentations GOOD.
team effort u guys~!!!
=))
lets get deze over and done wif shall we?

2 weeks break approaching.
its lik sooo abrupt.
duno weder i shld welcum it or not.
HAHA.
BREAK KE HAPERRRRRR.
i tink mostly will be used up revising
and/or doing project wrk.
lab pracs n theory tests all lumped up
wen sch reopens.
like WTF.
whoever made dis sch system is a smart fella.
bluehs!!!

kay nana's waitin.
GTG!

i cnt stop smiling since the dae i met up
wif that smone.
HEHE!
=)

Friday, December 08, 2006

{ freed on 5:25 AM

normal.
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serious.
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hopeless.
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shocked.
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sad.
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denial.
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angry.
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depressed.
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disbelief.
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pause
pause
pause
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surprised.
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smiles.
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smiles more.
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grins.
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giggles.
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laughs.
*melts on the floor*

so many emotions.
so little time.
made by one person.
im like, wahhhh.
wad a transformation.
kayyyy i admit.
I GOT PUNKED.
hehehehehehe!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

{ freed on 5:54 AM

im emotionally being tested...
i hate to be stuck in dis kind of situation..
being the indecisive me
its forever hard to make a decision..

syg..
din u realised how much i loved u?
how much i waited for and missed u?
i wun ask for anitin more from u
just to be loved by u once again..

The course of true love never did run smooth.
************************
If you love somebody, let them go,
for if they return, they were always yours.
And if they don't, they never were.
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Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
but falling in love with you I had no control over..
************************
I've learned that people will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
but people will never forget how you made them feel.
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What do you do
when the only one that can make you stop crying,
is the person who made you cry?
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pls god,
lead me the right way..

Sunday, December 03, 2006

{ freed on 2:22 AM

lets make dis short n sweet shall we?
hehehe.

okayyyyyy.
went out wif kecoh sistas kint n shiq.
too bad kint din wear a skirt
if not we'd be trios.
LOL.
went penny, marina sq, raffles plce
ard dat area la.
haha.
each of us cancelled our other plans
just so we can spent tym wif each oder.
awwwww how sweet kan kte?
HEHE.
k wadever.
went in search of stuffs.
bought a brown polo tee n makeup kit.
GOSH i dun even have a proper polo at home sia.
dats y.
lols.
i dunoe y dese two pple alwaes lik 2 bully me.
hmmmpt!!
yelah aku tau aku pekak plus blur plus wadever else la.
ader jer amek kesempatan nk kacau aku.
HAHA.
wen i turn ard sure gt smthn to laugh abt me.
korang jahattttttttttt.
k nvm la.
hehehe.
tt skirt tt i was eyeing for has 30% discount.
wen i was tryin out,
the clr tt i wan dun hv ma size
hmmmpt.
will look for it in oder outlets nxt tym.
hehe.
fun girls day out wif the lovelies.
kayyy enuff for now.
cuzies ncumin over so yeah.

random loves:

seeing triple????

forcing a smile cuz we're tired from walking! HAHA

wana make bdae shoutouts.
HAPPIE 18TH BDAE TO QID AND WAN.
1st n 3rd Dec.
haha.
big gerl and boy.
stay happy and healthy always.
Amin.
=))

take care pple.

Friday, December 01, 2006

{ freed on 8:29 AM

if only there wasnt any jazz,
i wld hv stayed on..
if only stagearts was purely hiphop.
if onli i wldnt have lost interest coz of dat..
if only....
hmppt!!
i miss dancing.
like alot larrrrrr.
not anihow shake here n dere.
lidat i can do maself at home.
hehe.
but i luv de tyms wen dere's nice choreos
especially girl hiphop n sexy dance.
i loike.
my forte' as dey say.
ceydebah. haha.
or prolly oder techniques like pop, lock etc.
hehe.
synchronising n doin the steps 2gether.
the hardwork n satisfaction.
the end product of our commitments..
our passion, and our love for dance.
urghhh...
n most of all, we had fun..
fun doin wad we like, wad we enjoy..
and spending tym wif dance peeps,
goin thru lotsa things together..
from the grueling practices to the
performances wich brought smiles to others..
the hearing of pple clapping n cheering is just so wow..
gives me the adrenaline rush,
lifts up my energy to perform 101%..
i just love the satisfaction at e end of the day.
hehe.
taking part in competitions..
making ourselves a better dancer..
improving in every way we can..
yea.
wen i see any performance,
i wld look out for a good performer,
n wld sae, WOW. i wana be like her..
i wana do wat she can do..
n so i practiced harder.
day by day, as i look at maself in the mirror,
while practisin,
i saw maself improving..
more flexible, more confidence..
enjoying maself more..
peter saed i have the x-factor..
i am the performer type..
still can remember sia..
HAHA.
he even saed that i give up things easily..
out of 100, i wld put in only 70% of ma effort,
den i wld give up..
actually its tru..
HEHE.
he noes his students so well..
i appreciate him for being a good instructor.
thanx peter.
hehe..

we had our alumni nite just now..
was half-hearted as weder or not to go.
as the oder 'minahs' nt goin.
we hv quit SA, den lik kinda shy la.
haha.
drama n dance peeps wanted us dere.
den i wanted to watch e dance per4mance badly.
so wad the hell, i went for it..
i was shocked, dey improved lik soooo much la..
the sharpness, the groove, evrythin..
i was taken aback.
i cld name a few whu took me by surprise.
like wow.
good job juniors. i knew u can do it..
u guys jus need abit mre confidence, n attitude.
go full out, express and enjoy urself..
nothin to be shy abt.
HAHA.
gv tips to dem as deir abit nervous.
hehe.
locking choreo was clean and good.
muke satu2 tkle angkat.
macam org giler. HAHA.
den the sexy girl hiphop was AWESOME.
agagagaga i wan e steps can?
pppfft.
dey can realli shake. n dee did well yeah.
im proud of ya gerlfwen.
hehes.
shaheera, u can do better, dun be so shy.
hahahahaha.
snap pics here n dere.
shout like mad woman.
biaserla, mus get the atmosphere going wad.
*cheering on 4 u guys!!!*
alumnis was a bunch of crazy pple.
weeeeeeeeee.
played games n i swore i cldnt stop laughin..
HAHA.
las mint arifah asked me to act in 1 scene.
ahhh sembarang ar cos no scripts needed.
i jus need to act tt 'im late n go apologise to ma frens'.
easy peasy.
a common evryday thingy for
star karats like me.
HEHE.
den cums the sexyback seniors item,
wich alumnis LOVED.
we all stand up n cheered for dem.
dey were gooooood la kayyyyyyy.
hmmmpt nisa jealous.
hehe.
we had fun.
i went ard hugging all de dancers n drama peeps
cuz i mishhh dem so much la.
=p
den peter patted my head n played wif ma hair.
plus he called me 'his secretary'. ~hugx~
awwww peter i miss u can???
hehe.
The Alumni Nite Rawks!
n i miss being part of the performing grp.
korangs!
stop asking, "asal kau tk dance??" la kayyyy.
aku tau. aku nak nak nak tapi da quit.
so sad. bluehs!
k dah shhhh.
hehe.

sum pikchas:

kay im de onli one wifout thick makeups. HEHE.

playin a game of charades...

dancers lookin anxious b4 deir item. relax u guys...

wahhhh a long entry.
tired alrdy.
hv a nice day pple.
muacks.