i feel like im in a time capsule going at a fast speed.
trapped in a period where im in an age i dun wana be.
the WORKING age.
at times i feel like im not ready.
like i still wana enjoy life.
like i still wana be pampered and treated like a child. (in fact im still one.)
wen i reach the workplace, i see seriousness of life. competitiveness and work-driven individuals.
i see matured groups of pple.
i see grown up, dedicated, experienced staffs carrying weights of responsibilities on their shoulders.
that's when i feel tiny and small, young and fragile.
at times i felt dumb and casted aside.
people wun look up to you, you have no say.
in fact, i have to step up and look up to people for help.
am i ready?
i just need time to get used to working life.
i miss school terribly.