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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

{ freed on 12:37 AM

2dae is de 2nd dae of attchment.
so far,so goood.
no probs wif patients wadsoeva.
but im kinda scared at tyms wen i see dat ANNA Q
walk ard n stare at me gelekking ard de ward.
she's ma C.I btw n she's dere to grade us.
not dat i hapi2 stroll ard arh but i simpli hv nutin to do.
de ward is FULL of ITE nurses, ANs,SNs,NYPians.
wadoya xpect. we even RUSHED to get a chance to do
parameters ok. hahahah.
guy ward again but surgical dis tym.

yest was embarrasing ok.
i was walkin ard keepin an eye 4 ma patients
wen i heard sum1 collin 4 help.
i rushed to de bed
onli 2 find de patient's relatives
wanting my number.
dis dunoe whu 21yr C.D guy lar.
dey kept disturbin me in front of evri1, includin de staff nurses.
i was reluctant n wanted 2 walk awae, but he pleaded dt he onli wanted 2 b frens.
k fine. wadeheck.
den he n his whole grp of frensstarted to be my shadow.
dey did evritin dt i did. menyebok seh.
even wanted to do bp for me.

he: meh i tolong u amek blood pressure.
me:tak ya. ur not suppose 2 do anitin. ur a visitor.
he: its ok. i learned medic before in CD. i noe. haha.
me: ok! tlg buatkn! lagi bagos!

he took de BP set n fiddled wif it.
step hero jek.
he even put de calf terbalek sak.
buat malu kaum lelaki. buat malu bdk2 C.D.
den he pumped de set n esked me,"u,braper arh?"
dots. where's de stetoscope sak. like HELLO.
his frens saed," eh,kao nk apek ni mati dpn kao per??"
he pumped until 22o. it shld b ard 14o.
de uncle was swaying. n he looked blue.
i grabbed de BP set from hym out of frustration.
tk tau jgn nk step tau arh! lolx.
he saed,"tk baek seh. sme org ngk."
*haha. obvious aperrr.*
he got a scoldin from de staff nurse.
i ran awae scott free. ~smiles~
i patheticalli hidin myself behind de curtains lar.
he looked for me n gv me 6 missed cols. BOLAYAN jwbnyer.
wahahahaha. notty nisa. =)
my frens oll looked at me lik wad lidat.
nazrul saed,"wah..1st dae jek da buat kwn baru nmpk.."
haha. mamat2 ni tkde keje laen nk buat.
irritatinnnng saeee...
masok hospt kacau2 pompan je tau..

Thursday, February 23, 2006

{ freed on 11:02 PM

yeesssssa.
last ppr finished.
as expected, it was diff.
but nt 2 de extent i din noe a single thing
wich i encounter on takin 1082.
blueh!
afta dis, dance prac.
den will be overnyting at jocelyn's THREE storey hse
to prac prac prac summore.
wun b sleepin i guess.
hmm.
not much 2 write leh.

i was having the WORST day

until i SAW his smile.

oh my dearest orlando bloom. =)

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

{ freed on 9:57 PM

hei hei hei!!
4 papers down, 1 more 2 go.
major ppr tmr n ive nt even TOUCHED de book.
shucks bio.

yest ppr was lik shayt.
din study well 4 de pregnancy book arh.
bingitz.
end up ard 60 mcqs sae on dt bk.
oll qns seem lik alien to me.
satu haprak pon tk tau buat.
aper lag, mini mainy moe arh.
saq was ez, on law n ethics
cuz i STUDIED for it.
daym.
cnfrm will take sub-ppr.
juz pray hard dt i will make it thru...

qid came 2 nyp yest.
cuz of de jae thingy.
end -up she wana see me n de rest prac dance so we head dwn to errrr...
engineering block.
stupid sia. 1 yr in nyp styl cn get lost.
engineering blk n blk E is nt connected wad.
so me, she n suhaila went one whole big round back cuz of me la.
sheesh.

at blk e, qid was introduce to de rest.
but shockinly nureen whu knew qid b4 doesnt seem frenli 2wards her.
dunoe y leh.
diyana wasnt dere but she told me dat she badli wanted 2 meet qid
cuz dey used to b pri sch fwens.
so we prac but i feel kinda uncmfy cuz of pple watchin sae.
haha.

finali my hopes of joinin dancewerks was lifted.
costumes done, gimmicks done.
had to act out as white pple dressed in white cloth
wich we had 2 rip off ltr.
concept=chains.
no more dtails revealed.
watch us perform at marina square at 1-6pm.
we're last team. enigma.
cum dwn n support!!!

accidentally msg oll my peeps stating tt i chnged ma num.
bt dunoe suddenli dis chi guy called me bck
sayin "u nisa izit? did u msg de wong person?
cuz i dunoe whu u are.
im an ns guy."
i told hym, "oh sry. ya i msged wrongli.
but i dun hv ur num n i dunnoe whu are u
so hw cn u actuali receive my msg??"
he saed,"oh its ok. do u like chinese guys?"(guys laughter at e bckgrnd)
me :erm no!
***i hanged up de fone***

den i receive his msg sayin,"since we hv each oder's num, y not we
make frens??"

urghh wadeva. hahaha.

Monday, February 20, 2006

{ freed on 10:24 PM

hey yall.
long tym no surf net larx.
dun blame me for nt being online kays!!
cuz i simply hv no net access at home (haishhhh)
or beezeee wif exams and/or danceworks at de moment.

so NOW since my 2nd ppr has ended
n i styll hv lik 5-6 hrs more to dance,
im in eplza blogging...
haha. wad a life.
im sure u guys wana noe more abt ma lyfe ryte??
u mish me ryte??
yeah right. hahahaha.

1029 ppr last fri was okay...
boley la aku scrape thru de ppr..
de saq was eazy sia! but mcq's was soooper tricky.
kna cak-cak kuti 2 choose an answr. hehe.
owells, its ova nw n im glad dere's 3 more papers to gooo...
U CAN DO IT NISA!!! =)

afta de ppr,met up wif nureen n jocelyn
to find art materials for de sandwich board thingy.
b4 dat, we hd no money in our pockets
so ended up "begging" frm de oder stagarts drama peeps.
dt was soooo not a gd sight ok.
askin pple,"eh u hv money anot?? cn borrow??"
n de answers was obviousli a NO la.
lucki we met ash,anselm n sherry
who was willing to lend us ferst.
our budget is $50 but we got hundred bux frm dem.
de money cn b claimed frm sch so we'll pay dem bck.=)

aniwaeeeee...
went to bras basah area and went 2 ARTFRIEND shop.
fulll of art materials n for art maniacs.
overspend a wee bit for de paints cuz it was exp.
we were rushin lar as nureen n jocelyn hd to rush bck 2 sch by 4.

dey went to sch, i went to bugis n shop alone.
i dun quite njoy shppg alone lik sum pple,
prolly cuz dere's no1 to ask for opinions.
not exactli shop ar,but survey shoes.
erm..not much nyce tings dere,so hopped dwn to far east.
saw dis shp at lvl 3 wif NICE shoes ok.
vans,sneakers,high-cut,pony shoes...
dunoe wad to choose sia.
even de salesprson kpt takin out de sizes n puttin dem bck
cuz of my cerrewetttnesss. haha.

hym: wad kind of shoe wld u like?
me: dancing shoes..i like dis vans shoe but its so flattt. i cnt dance wif dis.
hym: oh ur in dance? dance for wat?
me: huh? erm, poly cca..
hym: ur in poly? i tot ur 14 or 15.
me: no! im 18!
hym: eh,u dun look like it leh..haha..
me: *smiles*. (yayyy! i loove pple commenting me dt i look young. hehe!)
finali bought a red n black kappa shoe. lurve it.

on sat,went 2 sch for dance prac as usual.
had a general meetin wif seniors, blablabla.
den learned abt 6 more eights of zelia's choreo.
fuh. nw i noticed a pattern in ma snrs.
firdaus's steps r mostli bouncy, yeeshans r mostly sharp locking
n zelia's r mostli uh....gelekkie. byk gelek i mean.
as it was kinda late, we were stressed out wif dancewrks preparatns.
nxt wk compettion, dis wk styl no costumes. n not yet finish whole choreo.
much less 2 sae, PRACTICE. no tym sia.
ended up sum pple broke dwn n our moods went dwnhill.
hey,we're suppose 2 work as a team,not sperate.
heck care abt dose pple whu dun bother 2 help us.
even thoa dey r part of us.
main ting is to move on n help ourselves.
no tym to sulk n complain wadsoeva.
we were oll veri stressed n ended up cheering ourselves up
by eating dinner together wif de remaining pple.
to close de bond. to spend tym together.
dats wad we need now, to close up n werk as one people.
de competition is near n its crucial.
tink bout it u guys.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

{ freed on 12:38 AM

heyoozzzz!!

started 2 love dis particular mly song
since i heard dat particular sumone(hehe)
sang n recorded it..
sdp sae..vewi touchin. hehez!

Memburu Rindu By Hattan
Kemanakah hatimu kala aku
Menanti kata cinta
Mengalir air mata
Kala sepi tiba
Terasakan langkahmu makin laju
Melangkah batas rindu
Dan aku pun memburu
Mentari yang jauh

Berikanlah masa untukku
Mendendangkan kasih dalam syahdu
Tidak terhenti pilu di dadaku
Terlepas bayangmu

Kugenggam angin semalam
Kusimpan jadi nyanyian
Kupeluk bayang hitamku
Menjadi kamus mimpiku

oopss nt much to blog..
kinda rushin off 2 meet nureen n diyana 4 dance.
bbyes!!
=)

Monday, February 13, 2006

{ freed on 9:43 PM

i just had de weirdest dream ever.
sum1 whom nvr in de werld wld i hv tot of
appeared in my dream.
last person in my mind i guess.
n dat dream came 2 reality.
same kind of incidences reali happened.
freakkkkkkayyy!
kk no details revealed cuz
its too weird
n im kinda embarrassed bout it oso..
haha. lol.

had drama wkshp last sat
n it was cool.
tot dat we wld act out or sumthin
cuz i REALLI HATE actin can??
but ended up playin games.
bang-bang games, push n pull, confidence games.
dere's dis anoder nisa dat saed
"Yee Shan's dead!! kill me!!"
wen we played de bang-bang game.
evrione laughed.
we had 2 act out as dead n
even thoa i'm 'dead', i was busy fixing my pose niceli on de floor.
haha.
nvr wld i tot tt simple children games like dat
wld bring so much laughter 2 us.
njoy gilerrr sae.
sad childhood i guess. =)

den had a meetin wif yr 3 seniors
wich took so long lar!
tok bout sum unhappiness dat had been goin on n oll.
onli closed n kept within 4 walls ar..
hush hush.

rushed out 2 prac 4 danceworks.
dunoe wich BEP song dey usin.
suuper fast ok!
den de steps need us 2 golek2 on de floor.
my body oll lebam2.
haha.
dunoe y i was super high arh dat tym.
danced n jump ard lik nobody's bisnes.
but felt gooooood.
weeeeeee...

in je lib now.
was studyin jus nw wif nana but she had 2 go off earlier.
too bored so i went online.
ni lar kes arg bljr las min.
satu bende pon tk masok otak.

***anione wana buy a pointed sneakers shoe?? looks new. cost $22. size 37. cnt fit me nemore. tag if interested*********

Thursday, February 09, 2006

{ freed on 10:36 PM

i just wish i cld turn back tym....

Thoa we cant be together ryte nw
we are together in our thoughts and memories.
sumtyms the 1 thing that wld please me the most
is simply seeing u.
i knew i miss u.
i just din noe
i miss u dis much.

2dae i was reminded of u,
taken back 2 a special place in tym..
and as i thought of u,
a certain sort of sadness filled my heart
even thoa the memories we had are beautiful,
and thinking back fills ma heart wif joy,
my eyes aso swell wif tears
becuz we are so far apart.
i miss u very much.

u are veri special to me
u have a place in ma heart
tt will alwaes b dere for u.
u will nvr be alone.
u'll alwaes hv me 2 care abt u...

Baby i luv u
n i'll nvr let u go
but if i have to
boy i think that u shld noe
all de love dat we made
can nvr be erased
u're de onli one 4 me
n u will nvr be replaced..

**happie valentine's dae**

haha lesbians...kewl pic.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

{ freed on 6:41 PM

i just seem 2 hv alot of tym fer bloggin deze daes.
so here i go...

here's wad i had 2 invest in 2 replace those stolen:
-lanyard *just made new one yest*
-ezlink *i cn retrieve bck my concession $$ but no choice hv 2 make new one*
-housekeys *changed ma paddlock*
-hp *used my uncle's fone fer tym bein*
-ic *wil wait 1-2 wks for news*
-nametag *hv 2 go 2 Outram 2 make it*
-neoprints/photos?? *nvr gona bring dem wif me again-if any*

lesson learned: olwaes make sure my valuables are in SAFEST hands. dun assume. it'll make an ASS out of U n ME.

daym.
do i reali have 2 be in Danceworks06??
im nt tt commited u noe.
n summore de competition is daes afta ma last ppr.
jus imagine me muggin in de dae wif books n practisin ma choreo at nyte.
y must it b on 25th Feb? wrong tym sia.
out of 21 dancers, 10 was shortlisted.
n 1 of dem is ME.
no audition,no nuttin.
just picked by my seniors.
u can do it nisa. nuttins impossible.
if im not promoted to year 2, i tink i'll QUIT stagearts.
serius.
nutins more important 2 me n MA PARENTS ryte nw
besides ma studies.
can secure my future.
not lik dose MATSSSSS whu go ard stealing pple's stuffs wen dey're broke.
like hooooligans.
y am i styll talkin bout dem??
i oso dunnoe.

ahh shayttt.
must drill maself todae. n tmr,n de daes after.
no matter wad, I MUST PASS!!!!
*pray hard*

Monday, February 06, 2006

{ freed on 10:39 PM

Tues 07/02/06

a**holezzsttooopiddamnnfugglyidioticcbastardmoronicshaitbacennpatheticcloserrr.
urgghhh.
u wan money? ure broke? go n find urself a job u idiots.
kecik2 tknk blajar, da bsr nk curi benda org.
u tink u can enjoy life by stealing? -nvr-
u tink u can escape scott-free? -dream on-
u tink its easy money? -go to hell-
its duit HARAM i tell you.
aku doa pada Tuhan hidup korang tk selamat.
whoever u guys are.
aku doa banyak2 krg akan terima balasan di dunia dan akhirat.
u may escape from police but u may never escape from God.
krg tkkn hidup senang sampai bile2.
Tawakal je nisa. Tawakal. -words frm nureen-
i just hope those bastards will b punished
n oll of us will get our valuables back.

it was supposed 2 be a joyful event.
we were supposed 2 be enjoying ourselves at de chingay party.
but things just din go as planned.
we ended de celebration wif tears n more tears.

it started off well,wif us doin stretchin..
waitin eagerly 4 dem 2 announce us: de hiphop dancers from NYP.
we did our performance n it went well.
neither of us expected wad was abt 2 happen nxt.
Nad asked me 2 accompany her 2 take her hp out from her bag.
so me n asz went 2 de "tent" where we kept our bags.
wen i went in,n as it was veri dark,i cldnt see where it is.
2 my horror my bag was thrown far awae wif de zip opened.
i searched for ma hp,but it was not dere. my wallet was missing too.
saper tk panic sak?
i screamed out loud askin weder anione has seen it.
one by one,pple started cryin,sayin dey lost sumtin.
my stolen items:
-housekeys
-Sony Erricson k700i hp *sobsobsob*
-ear-piece
-ez-link wif concession added on tt dae
-NYP student lanyard *eh bowdoh!kao curik lanyard uat per sak!*
-Nursing nametag *sheesh*
-wallet
+cash($15-20)
+neoprints n photo cards *all my memories r gone* = (
+IC *haiz*
+cashcard *can track dwn*

obviousli de person is dumb.
y wld dey wana steal a lanyard? muker aku cantek sgt ker?
wif de green string n oll.
my hp is lik my LIFE. its too personal for me. haiz.
my wallet is veri precious.
haizhaizhaiz.

i cried so much dat dae. so did nad n de rest.
woke up de nxt dae wif ma eyes swollen.
i was penniless,din noe wad 2 do,n hw 2 go hm.
din noe wad 2 tell ma parents.
wen i finali told dem,dey tot sum1 had died because of my voice.
on de fone, my sis said:
"kak jgn nangis ar...nanti ain pun nangis jgk."
how sweet is dat. =)

made a police report at orcahrd n dey sent deir houseclothes men
2 trail de suspects.
we suspected a grp of malay guys whu was seen drinkin n smokin.
malunyer. Bangsa kte sendiri seh.
1 was seen entering de "tent" while de rest guarded outside.
de witness simply observed but din do anitin. haiz.

nureen,fir,jianghao n sum oder pple trailed dem
until Plaza singapura n Istana park area.
but 2 no avail.
dey simply vanished.
police did a body check on most mly grps but dey found nothing.
tym check it was olready 11+.
finali we decided 2 go hm 2 catch de last bus.
waited 4 nearli 1/2 hr. skali no bus 190 cuz roadblock.
ran 2 dhoby ghaut MRT n took last train wich stops at yishun.
Yee Shan,as a true gentleman,
sent we gerls home by cab. me 1st.
oll travel expenses was paid by my snrs. -thank u!-
seriousli,i was sooo damn scared 2 go hm alone ok.
wad if dey follwed me hm?
dey noe my FACE.
it was 12-1am n i was shivering.
i needd sum1 by my side. 2 console me. 2 protect me.
nw im so paranoid i wun go hm late animore.
i'll try.
my mum saed,"bkn reski kte. sabar aje."
i jus hope dey kna pancung or sambar petir.
damn baddddd...

************2 oll my peeps, PLEASE send me ur hp num by email to me. i lost all my contacts. den i'll sms mine. U're greatli appreciated. Thank You.**************

Thursday, February 02, 2006

{ freed on 7:46 PM

Friday. 3rd Feb 2006.

damn im tired.
shagged. weak. energy-drained. LETHARGIC.
ma eyes are droopy like garfield's n jus opening dem up halfwae
feels like a chore.
but wadeva it is, kick maself up in de butt, slap maself wide awake,
chin up n bring maself out of lala land n back to reality.
zzzzzzzzzzz.....

yest after sch went out 2 bugis wif asz
2 find black baggy pants 4 ourselves.
dey saed mine was more of a straight-cut
n not baggy enuff. hw baggy sia?? so not ma style. haha.
heck i din bother 2 buy a new one cuz of last min n i cnt fork out de money.
so accompanied asz 2 find hers.
met up wif nadirah soon afta.
walked ard, was oogling at bags instead of eye-ing for pants.
omg. we loooove dis classic brown Puma bag. so gorgeous!
but ke-ching!! fetches ard $60+++. original sia.
den dey saw dis pony bag wif black pink checkers n silver linings.
arh wadeva. i lik de Puma bag better! ahhhhh......
nad has dis brownish-blue bag wif costs her $82.
erm,how many tops can i buy wif dt? 3-4?
den go jalan2 ard sumore.
went back 2 sch afta asz bought a "ask ur bf 2 call me" shirt n lime green pants
while nad bought a black n white belt.

practiced 4 chingay from 6-10+ at nyte afta tt.
de song,"hands-up" by Jayhood has been ringin in ma head.
evry bit of detail, formations n wadeva-nots were drilled into us.
we're lucky 2 have fun n jovial fb peeps to keep us in de mood. =)
ian is so wacky n bubbly. cute sak. haha.
n ma damn,pointed sneakers gave ma hell.
blisters at de inner n outer toes,back of heels, 4 both legs.
in all, 6 plasters were used, just cuz of de shoes.
just imagine. haha.
at ferst tot of wearin ma usual self-decorated pumps
as it is veri comfy
but diyana asked me to wear dat pointed sneakers
as it looked more hip-hoppish. hurhur.
been ages lor since i wear it n wen i finali do, i walked ard limping like an idiot.
reached hm at midnyte
n i slept lik a log not wantg to wake up EVER.

as predicted, i overslept todae.
set ma alarm half hr earlier but cldnt get up.
in de end, missed 1082 lect n was 1/2 hr late for lab.
saw seishen along de wae.
he was selling tickets 4 de Chinablack thingy
but he saed he went toilet as an excuse. notty fella.
Mrs Ang den ask me to show de class hw 2 bath a baby n i did.
part of ma make-up class.
phew. lucky it went smoothli. alar smaller pieces. haha.
felt quite tired, was thrilled wen Zaf gave me a surprise shoulder massage.
thx gerl. muacks.
n now im in de e-plaza wif asz.
will be off to dance prac at 1pm later.
support us at chingay aite!

**haiz. y must Valentines Day cum so fast?? = (
nuff talkin.

--niSa--
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