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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

{ freed on 12:37 AM

been long since i updated.
wakakaka.
comp spoil for the moment.
so the only tym i can blog is.....
wen im in sch doing project.
i miss blogging larx.
hehe..

i wonder hw i can sustain myself
being in dis subgrp.
tinking back.. gosh i made it dis far.
tolerating every single attitudes
my grp member have shown me.
no matter how tough it is for us to unite
and complete our projects as a team,
dere will alwaes be miscommunication or unhappiness gg ard..
as a result, our grades suffer.
not tt its extremely terrible or wat,
but its jus average.
wish it cld hve been better.. IF
-everyone is present in meetings
-distribute tasks equally (NO LAZY ASS)
-no last minute preps
-all agree on most decisions
-all hv the semangat to do well
-no "boss" who orders ppl ard but din do deir work
-no waiting for each oder to start working

im tired.
tired of being ordered ard.
tired of having to do smthn wich im NOT spossed to do,
and den it gets rejected bcos the person who is SUPPOSE
to do it is unsatisfied.
and we (the rest) have to redo everything again.
FOR GOD SAKES.
its not OUR part. its YOURS.
we ardy did OURS.
why dont u do it YOURSELF?
or at least show ur face during our meetings?
u said ur busy? -get a life-
hello, we're busy too.
if u suggest to redo our products again,
pls consider our dateline before making that decision,
wich is NEXT WEEK.
why see thru our progress,
and gave comments only wen the proj is COMPLETED?
u always do that... since YEAR ONE.
bingit seh..
we going to give one last chance.
u want us to film again? FINE.
Tmr 28june2007 after sch at my granny hse.
u BETTER BE THERE.
complete the filming like how u want it to be,
and the editing we leave it to u.
cos its UR part.
not mine, not asz, not xueyuan's.
we ardy did the booklet.
so work wif maureen to complete it.
by hook or by crook.
period.
hopefully dis nursing project turns out well..

okay, enuff of letting off my steam.
hehe.
*smiles*
last sat went out wif my dear.
since the day we got together,
he nvr fail to brighten my day.
adding bright colours to my life.
hehe..
went to bugis in search of our watch
but in e end only found mine.
thanks darling for the watch. *muacks*
nxt tym gona find hym a nyce red one like mine.
hehe.
felt like im being pampered alot...
bought me stuffs, show care and devotion to me etc.
love my baby soo much.
i wish we can be together till our last breath honey.
=)

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ive met most of his frens..
so far so good.
they were frenly and approachable.
received warm welcome into the grp.
the responses i got frm dem is:
Im nice and sweet. hehe.
hopefully dis impression stays throughout. lol
and one day he will get to meet my frens
and den dey willgive comments lak eh.
jengjengjeng. hehe.

okay i bid farewell wif this quote:

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is.

- Captain Corelli's Mandolin

take care everyone!!
=)

Monday, June 18, 2007

{ freed on 8:02 PM

aloha!
stuck in eplaza doing project.
cold and hungry nisa.
i hate it wen i cnt stand the cold.
makes me shiver alot n my mind nt functioning well.
even my fingers are kinda numb
as i type dis entry.
bleahs!!

moving on..
went out wif suome on sat.
shant elaborate on whu he is
but one thing for sure he makes me very happy.
and special.
and wanted.
and cared for.
and loved.

im the luckiest gal..
never felt dis way for a long tym..
feel so secured..
im hoping dis bond between us will go far.
*wish*
but currently, im trully blessed.
thank God i found him in my life.
=)
glad he liked my cookies.
thnx for the lil roses..
p.s: I.L.U

on sunday went to 2 weddings
1st at jurong (tas's sis wedding)
2nd at Bukit Batok.
met some of my JPS classmates
miss them sooo much!
saw Fad, Naz, Tas, Al
and dey were the kendarats. hehe
we hugged and had a brief talk wif e/o.
dey are getting prettier dats for sure.
i had to wear specs cos of my red eyes.
normah tk habes2 ngn her red eyes.
dang!
fad and naz asked me out go clubbing on wed.
their jaw dropped wen dey heard i dun club.
club virgin ar katekan.
"ur a dancer in sch and u dun club??"
haha!
my mouth went silent wen dey asked
abt me and wan. haiz..
took some pics (TAS SEND ME THE PICS!! hehe)
and had nice food dere. yummy!
den went nenek's hse meet
my lovable adorable cute cousin
LUQMAN. =)
home sweet home.

okay.
sidetrack abit. haha
need to go back to my projects.
so sian.
ciao.

btw i need to scream.
oooooooh i feel good!!
tadadadadadada.
=)
nisa giler.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

{ freed on 12:34 AM

in sabariah's hse rite now.
comp temporarily down.
so sad rite.
boo hoos.
so yeah.. tym to update!!
hehe.

last fri(8/06/07)
after school, met up wif sabariah
went to bugis to 'shop'.
bought maself a Diva necklace and hair dye.
walked2 ard the place.
kecian si sabariah tk bawak duit.
HEHE.
maaf yer.
nxt tym aku ajak kau kuar aku blng kau.
den kau leh bwk $ lebih sikit. hehe.
saw a girl. (MY CLONE)
same hair colour n highlites as me.
so cute sia.

sat(9/06/07-11/06/07)
had a family chalet at costa sands.
3 days 2nights.
bbq all kinds of food.
satay, hotdogs, prawns, tulang, mee,,
OMGOSH.
whole cuzzy n aunts n uncles came by.
it was fun.
karaoke at 4am!
imagine dat! hehe
skali skala gathering mcm gini kan best.
hehe.
asked sabariah n saloma to come over.
hehe.
pics:

tues(12/06/07)
had a class outing at ecp.
it was a very windy day n we had
a difficult tym setting up the fire.
HAHA.
luckily sumone came up wif the idea
of covering the flames wif tikar.
haha.
we celebrate the june babies bdae.
seishen n elsa.
hangout till late at night.
FUN FUN FUN.
here's the pics:

okay.
hope u njoy the fotos!

tata titi tutu!!!!

Friday, June 08, 2007

{ freed on 1:33 AM

If I had one chance to
In my life again
I wouldn't make no changes
Now or way back when
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God knows

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand
And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world,
I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Tryin' to catch a fallin star

Baby this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me
'Cause I don't give a...
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me..

Thursday, June 07, 2007

{ freed on 12:59 AM

its building up in me.
the stress level is slowly rising...
datelines need to be met.
workload is heavily pilling up.
time is money.
these projects is slowly making me go crazy.
im starting to talk to my fingers.
help!

haiya.

i need:
a backrub.
my sleep.
a break.
time.

i want:
to pull out my remaining hair.
to sleep.
to sleep.
to sleep.
to sleep.

oh fark.

ive been tinking alot to myself.
wat future may bring...
i went to e job recruitment drive yest.
i heard competition among nurses is high.
will i be able to secure a job?
where will i work,
AH, NUH, SGH, KK?
i heard AH is veri difficult to get in.
im considering NUH or SGH.
mayb bonding wif SGH if posb.
bt iv nvr been attached dere.
culture SHOCK sia.
haha.
haish.. duno lar.
=(

nisa, always remember u can do it.
dont be stressed.
bcos stress causes cancer.
hehehehe.
so smile people.

on a brighter note,
im falling deeper and deeper.
these feelings i just cnt control..
tried to avoid it, but it keeps coming back.
i din search for it, but it search for me.
used to tink that ive no more hopes for it,
used to tink that im hopeless in it.
used to tink tt im not worth for it.
and the "it" im referring to is...

love.

and the "it" makes me smile everyday.
=)

syukur alhamdullillah.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

{ freed on 3:17 AM

2 more down in a week.
PHEW!
now left wif 3 more ICAs to go.
n i bet dere's more cumin up
cos dere's new modules soon.
n i heard deys ard 2-3 more ICAs planned up.
wahpiang. can die.
watever it is,
i will put in my best for this final year.
i must and i will.
insyaallah.
chey chey. =)

last wed
we celebrated the April and May babies
in our class.
errrr,
carmen, audrey, suyi, maureen, may, winnie...
i tink dats it.
cant rem all of dem HEHE.
Lidan bought a blueberry fruit cake for us.
initially she tot its not HALAL
until she called up the cake shop. haha
paranoid sia she. lolx.
yummy yummy.
happy bday eh u all.
mine will be in PRCP time.
who wana celebrate my bdae wif me?
=(

cake!!

on thurs,
vesak day holiday!
went to saloma's hse to chill.
kesian dier, alone at home kan?
hehe.
she so proud of her new bed. LOL
double-deck sumore.
we searched all the vcds to watch
at last settled for HINDUSTAN.
lerrrr. haha
mohabbateein (i tink i gt it right)
sweet movie.
i wish all love stories are like dose in movies.
happy jek. (dream on)
btw, sabariah kept calling asmah TICA
instead of pendek, like we usually do.
DA KENAPE NGN KAU HAR?
hehe
i tink saloma's hse gt an effect on her.
amin...
ate nice custard dere.
time spent wif my darlingsssss...

lepak session.=)

on fri (yest)
cabot lect after sch
met saloma, sabariah n joyah
went junction 8 to hv our lunch
den sabariah hd to go bck to sch for her lab
n joyah had to take her driving license
so left me n saloma gg crazy
over sales dere.
heheheh.
korang nk shop pegi je larr...
i dowan to feel guilty holding u guys bck
cos i've no money.
having financial probs now..
sry babes..
i noe u all tgh tangan gatal kan?
HAHA.
but wat to do..
i will join u all wen i'm more stable kays.
don worry. peace. =)

after dat me n normah
went to the warehouse sale near raffles hotel.
it sucks.
not the teenagers kinda style.
it wasnt wat we expected to be honest. =(
den went back to cthall
n waited for sabariah to meet us frm sch.

wen we're bored... ISH2

ahhhhh.NICER. at the staircase.

den i went to suntec
and marina to TEMAN dem shop.
me try not to spend ar... hehe
but at last bought a tank top
tt costs 33bux for 3.
okayla tu.
so oni 11bux. HEHE
red hot beb.
sabariah suggested a week oni job.
cnt wait to findout e details.
den home sweet home.
me having cramps n saloma having tummyaches.
bladder n bowel probs je ar. HAHA

i cnt contact anione in the meantime.
ppd running low.
i tink i find it more peaceful
w/o having to contact anione.
gone wif the fone man.
i don need u. HEHE
prolly cos i dun miss that someone.
im sorry, but its true.
i dont miss you.
n you know it.
i cnt force myself to miss sumone rite?

n today,
im spending my day at home.
SATURDAY at HOME.
how interesting.
okayla bye.
i need a bath.

oh wait.
in case u guys confused,
we're using kampong names to replace
our REAL names. haha
me = normah
kint = sabariah
shiq = saloma
goli = joyah/gayah
pendek = asmah
=)

bye pple!