Friday, November 26, 2004
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6:23 AM
I scored a
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Monday, November 22, 2004
{ freed on
11:52 PM
Im back...from a veri loooong break..yup, da blues are over..now i hv da freedom n can enjoy 24/7..wakakaka...wonder wat im gona do 2 occupy ma free tyme..slack? nah..mayb i will offer tuition 2 primary sch studens..cant wait 2 get paid..den can spend da $$ on new t0pz, pumps, makeups, assesories, bags, da gerl's stuffs..my hari raye money is so lil sia..i tink i can get rid of dem in 1 dae..as my dad olwaes sae, "economoney"..mepek ar ayah..if u get $5 in a packet, u shld b so thnkful olreadi..
Where's da festive m0od gone? Now tt my cuzzies are fully grown up, i hear lesser cries of children and kids runnin arnd da hse screamin durin hari raya..dey used 2 lite up da hse..meriah katekn..nw dey slightli matured in deir pri sch yrs..n mos of ma cuzzies are in deir teens..tk lamer lag leh mkn nasi minyk..tyme flies yar..
20/11/04:
wen 2 mama's (my anutie) hse...put on makup n dressed up..watched spore idol (repeat i tink) dere..get loz la sly..olinda shld b in..wadeva la..mama kpt smilin at me..showin off her pearli whitez..wonder wats up wif tt..haha..den went 2 ck ani's hse..wakau..i label her as da gossip queen..i was chokin coz her hse was full of cigg smell..yuckz..all da pkck's combine 2 puff ciggz..so inconsiderate..haiyo..her hse was beutiful wif crystalz evriwhere..
nxt, went 2 ma old neighbourhd area..mish da plygrnd, da voiddeck, da carpark, da trees..whahaha..almoz all da cornerz leave memories in our heartz..looked up at my ustazah's hse..and rem her fierce look, her rotan, her scoldins..thnk god itz over..our old block at jw was so eerie..no sounds of children playin, no nutin..so diff..no satay man even..went 2 ck eton's hse n ate alot..din see deir daughter sia..rem dat deir daughter hd yell0w eyez..i was young at dat tyme n din noe wad her sickness was..n i made fun of her..damn, im bad..den i saw her pic..wif brown contactz..whoa..JAMBU..time fliez..wen 2 ck nier's hse after dat..saw irwan..grown up guy..same age as me but he stayed back twice..his mom used 2 c0mpare him wif me..as in studies..p0or guy..wad a dae..
21/11/04:
mama came ova..wif papa n kk nur..went 2 ustad's hse n wen we came back, our hse was packed wif m bro's palz..wif deir gfs whu l0oked ma age..dotz..afta dat went 2 "ck bynk jam"s hse..haha..seriousli, his livin rm al0ne has 20+ clocks..den wen 2 ck jali's hse..his son is cute..haha..was shocked wen he t0ok a pic of me n ma dad..ah..no bg deal..den wen 2 ck us0ps hse..watched inul's vcd..her gelek..FUH..
we ate at evri hse..mcm nk meletup perut..den went 2 nek tiqah's hse..eat again!..fattie bum..my bro made a joke..dere's diz small kid runnin arnd da hse..he has a big mole on his nose..my bro came up 2 him n saed "eh, ader chocolate kat hidung." wakau!..da guy ran 2 his rm sia..we laughed lik hell dere..my dad caught me termenung mani timez..pnat giler sia..
hate my lil sis..tk abiz2 menyampuk bile org bsar bebual..aint tt rude? den she read da msgs in my hp n told my mum bout him..fcuk sia.. i c0mplained 2 him nt 2 use mushy werdz in his msgz nem0re..now he is guilty coz i gt scolded.. tau p0n..haha..chnged his name 2 petom..my m0m can b veri strict bout bgr..i was given a warnin..all thnkz 2 my urghghghghh siz! geram aku..
to ma fwens, if dey wana jln rayer, c0ntact me k? or if dey wana hv gatheringz after os or juz shop(been a l0oong tyme) , picit me oso..outz..
Sunday, November 14, 2004
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6:25 PM
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday...
And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again....
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems...
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs...
She wants to go home, but nobody's home...
That's where she lies, broken inside...
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes...
Broken inside
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why...
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind...
Be strong, be strong now...
Too many, too many problems...
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs...
Her feelings she hides...
Her dreams she can't find...
She's losing her mind...She's fallen behind...
She can't find her place...
She's losing her faith...
She's fallen from grace...
She's all over the place..........
Friday, November 12, 2004
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8:43 PM
To all da hindus....HAPI DEEPAVALI yar...my upstair's indian neighbour certainli are enjoyin demselves judgin by da wae dey stomped n danced till we can feel da vibrations sak..dunoe WAT dey doin oni..hahahax...n 2 all muslimz lik me, *slamt ari rayer* di bulan yg mulia ini (cey..cam btul jer) akanku mohon maaf sekiranye tersilap kate yer kwn2! oraite, nxt yr buat lagik..! jk...
Received my hari raya clothes yest..siak tul! I knew dere wld b sumtin wrong..my lengan baju is singkat(not 2 obvious i tink) n kk nani's baju is even worst! she cant even fit in da top..her darah was "up" i can see...she lost weight oso tite..haiyo..raye iz 2-3 daes awae for go0dness sakes..*shakes head*
Me n kk nani kena dera teruk2 as we were held captive n imprisoned in da kitchen! do wat? We were lik machines doin tonnes of kueh raya..mostli 4 oders but not ourselves..1 dulang took 20 mins 2 bake..imagine10-20 dulangs?? phew..cum my hse n taste dem aite? hehex..no poison la..
his sweetness is killing me(in a gd wae la)...callin me at midnite juz 2 wish me gdnite..tot wat sey..gv me soo0 mani miss calls indicatin tt i shld col him as his prepaid low..yup, i did..n now he tinks tt he is a nuisance 2 me...u, juz wana let ya noe tt i miss ya..hope our frenship lasts..coz i feel warm n welcum weneva im arnd u..now i noe how it feelz lik 2 b ignored..coz ur silence can b felt.. Mayb god is testing me n i shld juz face it.. ah shadap nisa...!!
Monday, November 08, 2004
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9:58 PM
been confused..ala aku tk abis2 ngan akunye confused lyfe! haiz...kk..can i ask a qn? How do u tell if sum1 likes u? Is it da wae he treat u well, da wae he glanced at u secretli or kp sending msgs tryin 2 be flirty?? Gosh..actuali i dun trust dis blog thingy coz itz so public 2 reveal feelins...If u're readin dis, im sori 2 tell ya tt diz is MA blog...im n0t seekin attentn, boastin or netin, but i juz wana kp da memories close 2 ma heart so tt it will nvr b 4gotten..coz i noe it wun last..
K,k..met up wif dis guy whom ive been chattin wif n sendin msgs to fer quite long..i noe him, he noes me..hv diz chain btwn us..bud styll i dun quite trust a person tt wae..yeah, we spoke on da fone n met up..a swit guy..haha..studied 2geder n he patientli teaches me mathz eventhou i can b irritatin sumtimez..it was rainin n he offered 2 hold da brawlie while we crossed da road...saw he's frens n dey asked him whu i am n wads my name, n he saed i was his cuz until he told dem later..den he had 2 go off n i hd 2 meet qid n pop 4 buka..din see qid newhere so he offered 2 wait wif me..i wana jln2 sorng n asked him 2 leave coz he was late but he refused..so swit ryte?..den met wif qid n i was lik smilin awae..dunoe wad im feelin..wen i am bz or purposeli bein ignorant, he msged me n said," u tk rindu i ke?" n called me syg n stuffz..i felt weird la of course..been rejectin offers 2 go out 2geder..onli qid hv read da msgs he sent me..it was strange feelin..tryin 2 brush all of diz off bud i cant..cant 4get him..urghhh dilenma dilenma dilenma..........
Saturday, November 06, 2004
{ freed on
4:48 AM
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that’s life’s a bore,
so full of the superficial
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young (You know)
Some people need 3 dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter And what, what would it be?
With no one to share with no one who truly cares for me.....
Lurve da lyricz...related 2 ma lyfe...treasurin da lurve n care of pple arnd me...and accepting oders of not how they lo0k lik, but of wat dey are on da inside...coz it outstands all their physical flaws into a whole new beautiful person... ;)
I am worth, $98756,190