its been a gaZILLION years since i last blogged.
occupied with final stages of PRCP and of course, no internet assess at home. hees.
so guess what? I PASSED. woohoo.
it was a gruelling week.
the look on her face makes me weak. makes me freak out, find and dig a hole to bury myself in. i admit im weak in my pharmacology and theories. she threw questions at me but sadly all i could do was stare blankly at her. from then onwards, she preyed on me and came to my ward to assess me nearly everyday. she left out some of my other friends wich i tink is unfair. why am i her only target? screw her. as days went by, i find myself more confident to face her. im not very good with words, and im soft-spoken with higher authorities, but i tried my very best to sound knowledgeable in our conversation. bebual hembus jer tak kasi dier chance sehh. i damn blooody wana prove to her that im not as dumb as she tink i am. ( cos i tink that sum other people are weaker but she just closed one eye.) she asked me about all my patients that im in-charged of for the day; their diagnosis, chief complaints, past history, investigations done, nursing managements, medications etc.. i speak whatever that i could remember of my 10 patients. the look on her face changed the minute i could answer what is Coronary Angiogram. :) guess all those hardwork researching before and after work do paid off. to be honest, she did make me improve by all those head-knockings. nyehs.
i gave a thank-you card and a simple flower to Nuraini, my preceptor. she has become my buddy cum mentor as well. Im blessed to have a preceptor who is willing to guide me through those 3 months.
and i gave a box of chocolates to Mr Ang, my ward nurse manager cum brother. he never gave up on me and gave me me support and encouragements to pull through. a warm handshake was the least to show my gratitude. he gave me a Hi-5 when knowing that i passed. :)
thanks to all other ward staffs, nurses, doctors, MSW, other allied healthcare team, HCA's, PCA's and housekeepers in ward 4.they make me feel welcomed and i feel like part of a family.
thanks to my baby who spent time researching information while i had no internet connection. those words u pronounced was funny though. hehe. Amlodipine is pronounced as Am-low-dee-peen not Am-low-dee-pee-ney. blueks.
for now, im waiting for my interview in AH. still considering to join other hospitals like NUH. in May, i will graduate out from NYP. woo hoo. in a way, i miss life in school. and no doubt i miss dance esp the StageArters. :(
to a dear babe of mine, dont give up hope. i know its a sucky feeling and u felt cheated. hopefully ur letter of appeal to pass this PRCP posting will be accepted kay. i will pray for u gal.
aites. meeeting the three musketters now. adios!