alamak so bored.yawns!still got 1 more hour of break.......n i feel lik wana cabot for patrick's class ltr.the last tym i attended the lecture,i slept for 1/2 hr wifout realising it.hehehehe.he's lik talking to himself lars.so nt interactive.sumore the module so dry.research method.bleahx!!pple pass deir cards to deir frensso tt dey cld tap 4 each oder.LAZY BUMS!haha.no wonder its so empty evrytime its his slot.wadeheek.wateverrrr.shld i cabot?hmmmmmz.yest ma life was in darkness.literally larr.back home, dere was no electricity.from 5plus to like 8plus?GOSH.so u can imagine how dark n hot it can get.the onli light shining is from my hp.n we were like complaining like spoilt brats.HAHA.now i realised hw fortunate we were.taking the luxuries of daily life for granted.n now wen deres a teeny weeny setback,we complain.typical!hehe.i actuali had to get dressed in pitch dark.planned to accompany sum1 to go gymbut didnt go as planned.haish.nvm denn...will work out wif ma classmates later onat sch gym.yayyyyy.burn babats burn.No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is,he'll never make you cry.Anonymous`okayyy bye for now.tc.
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TERRY - Janji Manismu Dunia ini penuh kepalsuan mungkinkah tiada keikhlasan apakah ini suatu pembalasan kusadar kebesaranMu, Tuhan Aku bagai seorang pengembara jalanan terombang ambing di lautan gelora mencari kebahagiaan dahan untuk menopang kasih mungkinkah suratan hidup kan selalu sendirian [Chorus] Hati membeku mengingatkan kata janji manismu ku dilambung angan angan belaian kasih sayang suci darimu oh kejamnya lidah tidak bertulang ucapan cinta mengiris kalbu ku kan pergi membawa diri cinta di hati terkubur lagi (cinta di hati terkubur lagi) Tidak kupahami mengapa terjadi peristiwa pahit menggores hati perjalanan hidup ini sudah tertulis kutempuhi dengan kesabaran kusadar kebesaranMu, Tuhan [Chorus] addicted to dis song.GOSH SO NAICE LARRR.original singer-Aishah.nisa sudah jadi jiwang!!!!well, how surprising.hehehehe.have a listen yea. =))
Sunday, November 26, 2006
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as u ppl can see,ive changed ma blogskin.hehe.its not as if im super rajin or wad,or that i hate ma previous skin,BUTma previous template self-destructed.anjkldfergjlerhglpft.i dunoe wad i accidentalli pressedn the whole thing looks horrible.so instead of editing dis n dat,i changed the whole thang.easy peasy.bleahs! nisa pemalas.well wad can i say.nice kan kan kan??i noe. =)was sposse to celeb juli's bdae,bt last mint cancelled.hmpt!!HAPPY 13TH BDAE JULIANA!belated actuali. oh goodness.my sweet sweet cousin.and nt to mentionSMART n sweet cousin.hehe!end up me yantee ain ibu mamawent out shopping.haha.find the right shoe for mama.went flea market 1st den walk walk walk to Tangs.it was raining cats n dogs i tell you.we were drenched.tap mcm cute gtu kan wen me n ma adeksran ard avoidin e rain tryin 2 find shelter.esp wen we are so terrified ofspoiled hairs n makeups.HAHA.n imagine that kinda situationplus the huge crowd bustling at town.pfft watever.we were hungry,mama led us to eat PRATA WIF BLACK PEPPER SAUSAGE.like goodness yummylicious fooood!!!dere's also cheese n satay flavoured sausage.im so craving of it now.hehe.den went ard the boutiques sellingshoes n bags.onli the adults are intrested in all deseexpensive stuffs.hur hur.evrtythings branded..as if we teenagers can afford.dream on!so kinda bored waiting for ibu n mamato finish deir window shoppin.haha.den went far east,as ain wanted to search 4 tight sweater wif hoodie.i want ma 3 quater skirt/ pants.n yanti sis want tee.sooooolook look look cnt find.yg murah tak lawayg lawa mahal pulak.HAHA.ar itulah kite.forever cerewet pple.lol.cuzzie ifah n her bf iwanjoined us ltr.found the perfect shoe 4 mama.yayyyyy! lik finally.den hm sweet hm.=)----------------------------------------im such a loser in matters of the hrt.yes i am.i cnt believe it.relationships are so fragile,and and and....i dunoe wad to say.oh jus shut up nisa.=(
Friday, November 24, 2006
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hola...updating fully now since im free.LOLS.anihoos, nutin much happenedbut yest, we were taught abt NGT insertion.Zaf n suyi were damn brave to offerto be tube inserted.where'e the guys,chickened out ar?hahaha.okay, 1st thing,the tube was expired.but Ms Haslinda dun gv a daymcuz it doesnt make a diff she saed.hehs.and so,fiona tried inserting on zaf 1st.left nostril, right, den left again.her tears flowed alot seh.mcm tergerak hati je nk lap kan.hehe.smthn's nt right,her nose is like blocked n dere's no holefor the tube to pass thru.lookin at her face n crying n all,its surely a TRAUMATISED procedure.wad the hell.shafiq ever did that n saed," nvr ever get urself NGT inserted."lols.but zaf was kinda disappointed lathe tube cnt go in.kay den nxt Su Yi's turn.she lik not scared,laugh here n dere sia.we're serious she tot its a joke.HAHA.budden Elsa quickly insert w/ogivin her any signal.she shove the whole thing inin FULL SPEED.her face changed red n all puffy i tell u.n she was shivering.HAHA.wad a transformation.halfwae tru, she vomitted.den she shouted,"DUN-TOUCH-THE-TUBE!!!"haha funny.dey video the whole process.Elsa den pulled it out fastn its smeared wif blood.ish ish.the oesophagous traumatised.alarrr she din manage to aspirate.if not can see her stomach content.her lunch n all.HAHA.*claps for Zaf n Su Yi*as for me,JGN HARAP i wana be tube inserted.even if u pay me millions.=)smthn funny happened jus nw.i was on ma way hm frm sch,heading 2wards the bus 300 railing.dere's dis guy who was talking on thetelephone booth.so yeah, he look at me i look at him.fullstop.i jus tot he looked familiar.so yeah.den wen i board the bus,saw him again.the bus was kinda emptyn i was surprised y he came over nsat beside ME.so wadever.he started introducin himselfand we chatted awhile.i was kinda distracted by his wordscuz i was amazed at how much he resemblessumone whom i usta loven miss so much.he looks saling tak tumpah like 'him'.n his voice, smile n all.i was like,"ni clone ke haper seh."i cant get ma eyes OFF him.cuz i was comparing the similarities of dem both.suddenly memories came backof how much i love n loved by him.i just miss him so much.haiz.somehow i feel like im talkingto 'him' not him.HAHA.get it?so he asked fer ma numbern i swore i gave one or two digits wrong.kinda blur sia. lol.n i was like whispering lidat.HAHA.he doesnt look his age tho.n he's shy too. GOSH.den i alighted, still abit confused.HAHA.b4 tt, i spotted dis lil mentally-challenged kidwhu sat near me.he looked familiar.den i remembered....he ever played n disturbed 'us'wen we were in the bus last tym.den the memories of 'us' flashed back again..oh how i missed u...but all good things will lead to an end.=(take care people.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
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SEPTEMBER LOVERHella sexy, loves sex n makin luv,tends to be SOOOOO hott!!Active and dynamic.Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality. Loves attention.Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous.Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love.Emotional.Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving,motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.you are a great match with somebody in july.erms.sum are true i guess.hehe!let u people be the judge.HAHA.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
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WOOTS!!feel so energised.so refreshed.i love dis feeling!!!!!!!!!i love to sweat.i love to stretch tone move shake push pull crunch.been a long time since i have tis feeling.makes me more awake and recharged.it also makes me happier. n HIGH. LOL.been sickly n weak n stuffsso i noe i hv to do smthn abt it.dere r times wen i regret quiting dance.thanks babe 4 teman-ing me to the gym.weeeeeeeeee.=)asz bubble.cets.bt nemind nxt wk we go kayyy?u run outside, i inside.dun forget u forgetful woman.hehe.kint shy???well wad can i say.shocking. hehe!dun worry dose guys wun bother abt us.n oso our attire nt so selekeh kays.HAHA.we're dere to exercise nt to fashion parade.so i dun reali care if the place full ofhawt tanned muscular gd lookin guys.but anws the more the better.makes it mre worthwhile.nisa pls.hehe.aisha deary glad u came by.n ur lovable fwens too of cause.i din noe dere's such ting asLADIES HOUR or wadever.so lucky us, we gt more pple.n to kint wad a relief huhcuz guys cant enter.shooooo!hehs.dere's dis guy whu walked past ussmile2 and saed,"Nk exercise kak?" n blahdy bla bla.omg. KAKAK?did i hear u wrong?n yeah we're there to exercise.thank you, DEK.haha.we dun freakin noehow dose big big machines r used la kay.just for our decoration purposes.anione care to demonstrate?hehe.cycled, ran, lifted, crunched, stretched.feel good bebeh.thnx aisha for teachin sum weight lifts.u hv gorgeous arms rite dere!n as a thank u offer,taught her sum stretching we learnt in Dance.hapie la dier.hehe.nxt wk we train again kay guys?in fact lets make it every wk!every wed. its a date.love it.kint, he's okayy.so-so.duwan to say cute nanti kau marah.yelah, same same nt nice.fighting for same interests.but seryusly nt ma type.HAHA.shhhhhhhhh.so chilly.need smthn warm.a hug mayb.cold weather nwadays.hehe.im outs.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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hey yo.hmmmmmmm.sch is getting boring day by day.im like a robot doing repetitive stuffs wich doesnt get interesting.bleahs.lecture, tutorial, practical, labs, project meetings,blah blahs.hahahahaha.like im not looking forward to school lidat.but wad pulled me in is ma frens.the time spent wif them wich is kinda limited.even so, ma class isnt the pefect class tt i wana be in.all becos of cliques.damnit.like,wads so wrong wif the whole class being together?to me, the more the merrier.y must there be split-ups and form grps of their own?i noe, its human natureto distinguish and categorise ourselves.the lesser the pple, the stronger the bond.yeah yeah.but,there shldnt be any hatred or unhappinesstowards anione till pple are cast asidewithout any frens.thats so wrong.everyone is the sameand should be treated equally.for example,everyone in ma class went tonorth canteen for lunch.coincidentally.but they are in their cliques,some one corner, sum middle, some far end.y cant we just join each other and eat as a group?its not like the class is super huge or smthn.where's the unity?watever happened to our class last tym?when we are together?----------anoder incidence.a particular sum1 A wasnt liked by many.noone wants to be seen wif An ignores her evrytym.A was also bullied n stuffs.A soon started getting close to us, me n ma closed fwens.wenever A n us are seen together,we're like given a kind of facelike "y e heck are u guys hanging out wif A??"i cld sense tt A was lonely n unwanted.thoa i may agree tt A has an attitude tt irritates pple,A is still sumbody like evryone else.A needs a sense of belonging,nt shun away by the majority.wen we offered to join a grp,they avoided us,same table but sit so far awae...how to talk sia?do we a disease or smthn?so to sae,u avoided me n ma frenjust cuz A is wif us?wat if A is not,wld u mind being wif us?wad the crap man.not liking a person is not the issue.the concern is that,y must to the extent of insults n cold shldrs?i guess its just human behaviours yeah.different pple has diff characters.n they are grown up differently.im just stating my viewson wad i tink is wrong.but to others,they may have a mind of their own.to dem it may nt be a big deal anw.to me, im neutral.i can get along wif anioneso long as tt person doesnt harm mein any way.or so to say, feel threatened.i dun like pple whu judge others.so wad the hell.i dun really care.peace!!!hehe.to anione concerned,sorrie if ur bitten by ma werds.sape makan chilli dier terase pedas.HAHA.have a nice day.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
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no more dance,need to exercise!!!!i feel so fat!look at these babats.GOSH.feel it.HAHAHA.all that is in my head is FOOD FOOD FOOD.help me get rid of it pls................GUYS, U NOE WHO U ARE,LETS HEAD THE GYM.emergency call.xdjnwsklflfq;pfk.something happened that made ma day.i saw Haizad Imran.agagagaga.hehex!!=))
Thursday, November 16, 2006
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lets make dis short.
haha
okayyyyyyy here goes.
went to vivo wif kint n shiq.
planned to watch 'step up'.
BUT, well well.
4plus slot, NOT AVAILABLE.
6plus slot, finishing.
left wif 3 rows from the front.
like , WTH??
so ya.
kint book a place on sat
to watch at PS.
weeee.
walk walk walk
eat our fav dish.
kway teow if cockles!!!
yum yum.
after tt,
went to the book fair on the ship outside.
smthn funny happened.
we were gg dwn the escalator,
wif me n shiqa at the back,
kint in front wif dis apek.
shiq was sayin,
"matair baru nmpk,
handsome eh matair kau."
smthin lidat la.
den kint tryin to hide her laugh,
while askin us to shuddup.
i saed,
" asl diri jauh2? jgn malu2, gi pimpin tangan kaper."
haha.
den we got off the escalator.
to our horror,
kint saed the apek smiled while hearing us talk.
obviously,
the apek KNOWS MALAY!!
lol.
cheeky jgk eh apek.
nasib tk kna kejar dgn slipper.
haha.
bookfair kinda boring cuz
we DUH, BOOKS.
den we head to the open 'pool'
at vivo.
saw children wet afetr swimming ard dere.
put our feet in the pool happily,
den to our horror we saw
this bangla washing his dirty hands inside.
den we saw insects floating ard.
den kint saed,
"wat if kids pee inside the water??"
k THATS IT.
feet, OUT U GO.
haha. no more dipping yeah.
took stooopid poses there.
pple stared but wth.feet OUT of pool.
look like jack-jack?? creepy siaaaaaaawindow shop smore,
den we rested the the grass outside vivo.
cam-whoring again...
LOL. the KAMPONG gerls.she wana kiss her, whu wana kiss me, but i dowan!! LOL
lets not pose PRETTY for a change shall we?? hehe
received a frenster msg frm sumone.
so funny.
haha!
To a Very Sweet & Groovy Fren,
I Wanna Tell Ya Something Honest,
U really look alike,
And Resembles One of the Suria's,
Hottest & Glamourous Artistes..
Guess Who..
You Look Like Sharon Ismail!
Haha,
Consider Acting As One Of Your Career!
Take Care!
Your Friendly Neighbourhood Hero,
XXXX
HAHA.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
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IM BORED.super bored can?hehe.its raining n we're in e-plaza wasting tym.later lecture at 2pm by MR patrick.the long-winded guy.guess wad,he will talk all dose crapn will onli cover ONE slide in ONE HOUR.haha!wonder hw he will complete the whole book in tym.will watch a movie wif kint n shiqah.the kecoh sistaz.hehs! si kint nk shopping carik aju.LOL.owells...rain rain pls go awaycome again anoder day..i tink i miss sumone.MS DIYANA my dance partner!haha.yeah, since i quit StageArts Dance,i hardly get a chance to meet her.so sad..=(she's the last one standingsince the 'minahs' (asz me and nad)is out of dance.sumore so happie being elected asDancehead.wahhhhhhh so hapie ar.LOL.she deserve the title.strongest female dancer of out batch.hehe.i tink we shld hangout sumtym galfwen.i miss ur laughter(engine rosak)and ur lame jokes.n oso sharing the sad things tt happened in our lives.like DUH. BOYS.haha!"im eating ma garlic bread, would u like some?"*tongue out*sorie guys, inside joke.=))i.miss.you
Monday, November 13, 2006
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IMMUNITIKA CAMP over.hahahaha.yeah, sailed it thru.we made it guys.FTTs rawk!tho the attendance SUCKSn the spirits are low,we had quite a gud tym..n im happy to say thatmy game 'the hunt' turned out well.HEHE.gd job Faz. n ME too.yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.3 tribes.only one will win the totemand conquer the land.the winner will gainIMMUNITIKA.oh so the camp story goes.haha.tribe names:1. kahibuhi gaga2. ikabom3. champeonzee (my team)* not chimpanzee okayy! lol*drum rolls*n of course the winner goes to.......CHAMPEONZEE!!!hehehe.congrats to: -treasa aka tree-fir aka lil one-zul aka ilmi-shaheera aka yaya-juliana aka juju-rab-anjana-farhanau guys reali did a good job.im proud of u.haha.im awwed by ur team spirit.ur bonding.ur caring attitude 2wards each otherand also ur competitiveness.n sum of u guys reali hv theleadership qualities.seriously..me and faz reali am proud to be ur facilitators.hehe.thru difficulties we face in each challenges,we managed to emerge the winner.woohoo.who's gona win gona win gona win?*we gona win gona win gona win!*who's gona beat gona beat gona beat them?*we gona beat gona beat gona beat them!*who's gona win?*we gona win!*who's gona beat them?*we gona beat them!*cak-ce-cak-ce-cak-champeonzee!hehe.our tribe cheer..will upload the pics once i receive them.hehes!i hate pple who borrow my stuffs.well, if they do it the proper way,i dont mind, really.but if they dont,i will get reaaaali angry!hmpphT!basically, those tt involved:-using MY stuffs wifout MY permission-keeping MY stuffs and not returning backand worse of all....damaging MY stuffs.eh excuse me, thats MY PROPERTY ok.have the cheek to say sorry n return itin one piece lar!urghhhhh geram nye.my patients hv a limit ya.so dun test dem.sum1 wants to wait 4 me.to be his gf.as in,in a forced kinda way.i dont like dat at all..i mean, love cannot be forced.it is built between 2 heartswithout us knowing.it just happens.u cant expect smone to be ur gf just like dat ryte?there must be a sense of liking 1st.wads the hurry anw?all these while ur treated as a fren.as a BROTHER even.if ur so desperate to find a gf,look 4 sum1 else.n if u reali like me,u dun have to treat me that way.n 4 ur information,im NOT interested.nuff saed.HAHA.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
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ive been missed ehhh.caaaayang korang.haha.okay time to update yar.daym.at the moment,i have no internet acsess at home.sedey sae...=(now im stuck in e-plaza in schtyping dis entry.back to basics.i usta visit dis place often beforewen i dun hv net at hm.now im back to doing just that.owells...miss me not yeah.LOL.back to sch yest.this semester, we're learning more on mental health,psychology and all tt stuffs.lecturers pon samer jgk giler2.as if they've been influenced by theinmates from IMH.tapi kannnndorang GEREK nk mampos.ader yg bersungguh2 biler ajar,as if they r giving a speech in parliment or smthn.wonder where they got all the energy from.showing all sorts of actions and fighting for the rights of IMH patients."why are people so prejudiced against mental patients?they r humans, just like u and me.why must they be treated like animals?or even worst den that?Why must they be banished from society?"LOL.Those are the words of dearest lecturer of mine.ah yelahhh we get it.dun keep stressing on tt point can?haha.n dere's dis guy lecturerwho has no mouth insurance.talk harshly abt president BUSHand the spore parliment.main hembos jek.tk sayang mulut ehk.if they are that badand u're so good,y aren't u the health minister or smthn?YYY? haha.apart from that,he's cool.he made us sit straight in our seatsinstead of dozing us off.he can get into different characters and act all by himself.mcm kena rasuk.haha.but serysli we're able to pay mre attentionn i applaud hymfor the genius way of teaching.*claps*i tink im able to sail thru dis sem.ive mre confidence in it.insyaAllah wif mre tym spent on studiesnow that im nt active in dance,i hope to be better off academic wise.pray for me kays.thank you.i wana be a gud staff nursenot like dose ive seen in the hospital setting.*tisktisk*a new member of the class,raihana.half punjabi half malay.pretty gal she is.due to her failing of subjects,she has to join us to repeat her modules.im glad she's the type of person whu can get along well wif us.Hehe.oh goshh.camp is in a few days timen we're still not done preparing.im scared its gona be a flop.i fear that the alumnis wun be able to like it.working wif Faz to get things done.the games logistics and stuffs.still we need mre manpower.haiyaaaaa.i hope the other comittee like nad n hasliwill be able to handle their respective responsibilities.lets just hope dis camp will be a blast.just cant wait to get dis thing'out of ma mind.haha.owells ive nutin mre to sae.take care yeaps.senyum senyum selalu.toodles
Sunday, November 05, 2006
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Friday, November 03, 2006
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since im so free nw,mite as well i update ma blog.hehe.todae was a BLAST.had fun fun fun wif ma grp 11 classmates.too bad Andy the joker, eddy the siao guyn Seishen the fun guy cldnt join us.n oso sum of the chinese gerls who did came last year..i dressed casual as dey sae.mane ker tdak,akai long flowy blue topsupposedli wif kain but i wore black pants instead.lik wadeheck!n i paired it up wif belt too.baju kurung fesyen aper pon i dunoe.hehe!lantak ajer aslkn selesa.my heels is enough to make me uncomfortable.forget abt wearing kain wich is soo leceh.lol.went to all the malay gerl's hses,except zaf cuz she had to go smwhere 4 dinner.wasted ar zaf. aru nk tgk uma kau.maklumlah our GROUP LEADER aka chairperson.evriwhere leading us ard.dah mcm mak ayam plak eh.haha..dose in the grp:Me, asz, nana, faiz(nana's bf), wani, susma, zaf,carmen, elsa, maureen, xue yuan, zhoa juan.okayyy la.abt the same amt of peeps lik last yr.instead of me writing abt the raya trip,wich is obviousli fun,mite as well talk abt ma frens 4 todae.in 4 or 5 sentences.hehe.okayyyy ASZ.-short jet black hair.-purple kebaya.-white irritatingly noisy pairs of heels. lol-cute red handbag.-happy but sleepy all the time.haha!ZAF.-green kurung.-mak ayam-smiley-planner -nice-funnyWANI.-black kebaya.-pretty-laughing all the tym.-cute butterfly broochNANA.-black kebaya-long black rebonded hair-cute-friendly-cheerfulFAIZ-black kurung plus samping.-talkative-friendly-gets along well wif others-owaes sticks to nana-camera-shyCARMEN-chiobu-short chinadoll fringe-black polished pumps-cute oriental top-sweet n niceELSA-anoder chiobu-long nice hair-friendly-sweet-humble and politeMAUREEN-cute-chirpy-oriental top-bubbly n fun-lovingSUSMA-nepalese-cute-funny!-talkative-slacker turned sophisticated ladyxue yuan-shy-shy-shyermm. hehe!ZHOA JUAN.-quiet-smiley-quiet-quiet.LOLME----Fill up the blanks.=)pic says a thousand wordsasz's hsethe melayus. except SUS.at ma hse!!!nice chatting wif that sumone.but DAYM.low prepaid.LOL.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
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