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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

i miss.... { freed on 10:24 PM

well well well what can i say abt the past weekend.

on sat (27/10/07), rayer outing with bf and peeps. spossedly to arrive at my hse ard 10 am but some pple were late hehe! basically most of them cld make it for the outing. was funny to see mum's reaction wen she came to noe abt oats daily diet intake. thats where he got his name from. hahahaha. and lyn has a kewl camera which can take multiple shots. and it can also focus on faces like dee's cam. thats best for ppl who like to cam-whore like yours truly, ME. hehe! finally get to meet my potential mum-in-law *blushblush* and his pretty sis. Alhamdullillah...but my heart went standstill and i wasnt at ease. that shows that im nervous. LOL. it was a first at fendi's hse and we made it memorable by watching simpsons. haha. im totally in loooove wif fisza's room. wish i have a room like that in future(dream on nisa). n loveed the kish(spelling?) that Jab's mum made. turns out she likes to bake. must ask the recipe from her. hehe! found out that marina likes to help prepare drinks and are friendly with mothers. our very own dayang. thats a plus sign i guess =)) and i like the living room concept from fiszo's hse. very modern and contemporary. and ayang's hse too, very homey and romantic lighting. (ps: i like to see hw ppl deco their hses-haha). was shocked to receive a green packet but owells. hehe. lastly farhan's hse where i nearly slept on the bantal but was woken up wen his family came home. the food there was superb (they can agree with me). as it was ardy late, followed fendi to meet his boss and baby sent me home after that. din get to visit hamzah's hse but its okay. overall love the time spent for this raye outing. =))

p.s: dear was extremely noisy in the car (actually most of the time) until i had to shush him up. hahaha. dun take it seriously aites. u are still adorable, as always. hehe! hopefully i get some pictures form the 2 available cameras... =) http://photobucket.com" target="_blank">http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v251/nisaaini/DSC00022.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket">

met my lesbian partner on mon(29/10/07) cos she had to return her uniform from her previous job. she quitted cos of some personal issues. accompanied her to go for her interview for her NEW job at build-a-bear @ vivo. haha. same place as nana ey. then we went window shopping and she tempt me to buy a top but i refused(chey chey). was saving up some money to buy smthin else, more EDUCATIONAL. hahaha. then we head down to nyp and i bought my first-ever very bulky med-surg textbook. it costs ard 70plus bux but it was worth it. regretted not buying during my 1st year in poly but bought it in my final year instead(what the hell nisa). then carried the book all the way to yishun gym and we spent more then 2 hours working out. qid was abit shy cos there were many guys ard, esp when theres a grp of them watching and smiling at us from far. our warmups and cool downs was in the toilet(haha) where we jumped ard and recalled our funkish'tique choreos. (i miss dancing).

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on tues(230/10/07) went johor wif mama and uncle sam. mama can be my shopping partner as she likes to shop like me. heheee. can stop stuffing myself with food seh. but the food there is nice...me and mama always got drifted away in the mall and uncle sam always had to look for us. hahah. he kept distubing us saying, " ehh hurry up now 12midnight aready" padahal only 6pm and the sky still bright. wen he browsing tru guy stuffs we will disturb him back using the same tactic. LOL. bought a few stuffs and glad ayang din nag at me for spending hehe. the car boot was full wif mama's stuff. went home early as uncle sam felt abit sickly. wish can shop wif mama more often. hehe!

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i miss school.. a short trip to school on mon was refreshing. they renovated the canteen and its freaking nice now laaa!

i miss my classmates... REUNION ON 10th NOV!

i miss dance... body gets all stiff now and miss the stage.

i miss my darlingss.. BSK KORANG JGN BUBBLE LAGI AH KAY? miss u guys many2.

i miss my ayang.. WHEN CAN I MEET U AGAIN HUH? and next tym get one extra rose. (ps: let me win once in a while la kay?- muacks!) hehe..

and i miss studying for exams and rushing for assignments. (what the hell sia)

Sunday, October 21, 2007

all in one. { freed on 10:40 PM

happy happy weekends.

sat went to careerfair @ suntec with the twins. wasnt what we expected it to be. the job booths was mostly insurance type, business etc. not our types. hahahaaa. nutin related to healthcare except paramedic. not really what i would like to work as cos im sooo not an on-the-spot-thinking and on-the-go kindof person. lol. so i'll pass.

then we went in search of baby clothes for kint's anak sedara. all going crazy looking at the cute bajus and nicely wrapped packages. took so long to make a decision. kint asking me to quickly get a child so she can be a godmother. no comments. haha.

then went home to see guests pouring in. cik khamis and family, then cik lala and family, dad's fren and family, then cik sidek and wife with their children and their granchildren. all three generations hahaha. mama came earlier on friday. its fun having all these people around. a time when makcik2 all gather and talk (good stuffs of course haha). and me doing what else but promoting my cookie and layaning their active children. ahhahs...

sun met the stageArts dance peeps for jalan rayer. =)) supposedly only the four anak dara i.e asz nad dee and me. but nad brought bf arief along and i brought my ayang. so atleast my dear wont be left alone and feeling all shy when it comes to girls. hehe. we had fun reminiscing poly dance times and gossiping about fellow members HAHA. since me and nad have our own partners, dee and asz paired up as one. LOL. felt like i was bullied alot cos of me being blur but atleast dear was there so it wasnt that bad hehe. unexpected lookalikes; asz (siti sarah), dee (Nora J) and me (sharon ismail). took many many many many many pictures and pictures will be uploaded soonish. =))

next outings: hopefully on wednesday wif darls, saturday with ayang and friends, sunday with JC peeps (not confirmed). no more sewa bus like past few years. Not sure if i ever get to go rayer with NR0511 peeps cos of clash in our schedules. and once again no rayer with unity friends. how sad....rindu korang sangat-sangat. =(

in the meantime im jus slacking at home 24hours waiting for people to ask me out. tangan da gatal nk shopping ni... (macam betol je nk revise during my 5weeks break.) wahahahahaha...

im outs... wana watch tv.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

wth... kinda true actually. { freed on 6:31 PM

an email i received by pendek ages ago. haha. just for laughs.

A Graduate Nurse throws up when the patient does.
An Experienced Nurse calls housekeeping when a patient throws up

A Graduate Nurse wears so many pins on their name badge you can't read it.
An Experienced Nurse doesn't wear a name badge for liability reasons.

A Graduate Nurse charts too much.
An Experienced Nurse doesn't chart enough.

A Graduate Nurse loves to run to codes.
An Experienced Nurse makes graduate nurses run to codes.

A Graduate Nurse wants everyone to know they are a nurse.
An Experienced Nurse doesn't want anyone to know they are a nurse.

A Graduate Nurse keeps detailed notes on a pad.
An Experienced Nurse writes on the back of their hand, paper scraps, napkins, etc.

A Graduate Nurse will spend all day trying to reorient a patient.
An Experienced Nurse will chart the patient is disoriented and restrain them.

A Graduate Nurse can hear a beeping med at 50 yards.
An Experienced Nurse can't hear any alarms at any distance.

A Graduate Nurse loves to hear abnormal heart and breath sounds.
An Experienced Nurse doesn't want to know about them unless the patient is symptomatic.

A Graduate Nurse spends 2 hours giving a patient a bath.
An Experienced Nurse lets the HCA give the patient a bath.

A Graduate Nurse thinks people respect Nurses.
An Experienced Nurse knows everybody blames everything on the nurse.

A Graduate Nurse looks for blood on a bandage hoping they will get to change it.
An Experienced Nurse knows a little blood never hurt anybody.

A Graduate Nurse looks for a chance 'to work with the family.'
An Experienced Nurse avoids the family.

A Graduate Nurse expects meds and supplies to be delivered on time.
An Experienced Nurse expects them to never be delivered at all.

A Graduate Nurse will spend days bladder training an incontinent patient.
An Experienced Nurse will insert an in-dwelling catheter.

A Graduate Nurse always answers their phone.
An Experienced Nurse checks their caller ID before answering the phone.

A Graduate Nurse thinks psych patients are interesting.
An Experienced Nurse thinks psych patients are crazy.

A Graduate Nurse carries reference books in their bag.
An Experienced Nurse carries magazines, lunch, and some 'cough syrup' in their bag.

A Graduate Nurse doesn't find this
funny.
An Experienced Nurse does.

special people in my life. { freed on 5:57 PM

firstly i would like to make a birthday wish.

to someone who made me see the world and brought me up into the lady i am today.

to someone who stood up to my pri sch teacher who pinched me on the cheeks real bad.

to someone who made funny jokes and love to berangan dulu lawyer lah, doctor lah etc.

to someone who diligently send me off and fetch me back from work.

to someone who gave me lots of career, relationships and life advises.

to someone who can be both strict and caring at the same time.

to someone who kicked off the habit of smoking bcos of me.

to someone who called me "missy...missy..." (also known as nurse).

to someone who is a good role model to us and loves my mum.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH. =) 17/10/****

and to my baby boy, get well soon tau. dun keep eating chocolates je, eat veggies lahh. hehe. love u many-many...

Monday, October 15, 2007

neni poo-poo. { freed on 10:54 PM

i conquered the most gruelling challenge.

a dare that i thought i would never even imagine of doing.

and i did it in the bargained amount of time.

so here's the Dare:

for him to grab hold the back of my neck without me feeling all ticklish and laughing out crazy. Its far from easy for me.

and here's the obstacle i need to overcome:

tahan-ing the "torture" cos my neck is a very sensitive area and even the slightest touch can bring waves of current all over my body. which will in turn make me shriek out like a mad woman. and i ever once (or twice) squat down in public pleading for whoever's hand to be OFF that area. Not a good sight. hehs.

and i managed to get it over with in like 3mins. wahaha.

im so proud of myself. =)

p.s: ayang i still think the dare that u did was tooo easy lahhh. hahaha...

Friday, October 12, 2007

beautiful day. { freed on 5:19 PM

selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all.

a month has past in an flash huh. hehe.

time to rejoice and celebrate with our beloved family and friends.

dress ourselves up in our newly bought bajus.

this year, it feels slightly different from the previous.

i miss my nenek so much.

her kisses, her hugs, her warm comfort and touch.

her sparkle in her eyes wenever she welcomes our arrival.

her wide smiles when she knows we still care for her.

she brings so much love to the people around her.

she's the person i look forward to meet every syawal..

chacha sayang ngn rindu nenek.

moga nenek dicucuri rahmat di sana...

to all my dear friends and darling, i seek ur forgiveness in times of wrong and lets embrace this festive occasion. makan byk2 kay. hehe!!

love nisa.

Monday, October 08, 2007

making me stronger { freed on 8:44 AM

im unsure of my own feelings.

why is it still playing in my mind?

im well aware that its done and over.

it has nothing to do in my life anymore.

it is wad i regard as a bad past.

trying to keep the hatred feelings towards that past.

but seems like his shadows are still lurking ard.

unwanted memories.

of that certain place. that specific song. that simple gesture.

i felt sinful just by reminiscing back.

seems like humans tend to remember hurting events more than happy ones.

and its a secret i kept to myself.

trying to force all that away.

guess i still need time. more time then i ever thought i needed.

now, i've found my true love who will help me overcome it.

and im blessed to have such unconditional love and support from my other half.

and i will not let a rotten past upset my happiness in future.

i jus pray to God that time heals everything and make me much stronger.

a comeback. { freed on 7:26 AM

im back.

so time for a proper entry. nyehs..

at this present moment, im all cramped up underneath a table in a darkly lit room.

its kinda hot and stuffy so pardon me if my entry dun make much sense. heehee.

well...

im jus glad i cleared all my academic modules. a few surprises of As and a D. tak sia-sia aku ber-filming sane-sini for my FYP. hua hua..

and im also glad all my postings are OVER. not for the final crucial one that is.

geron: love the working environment. HATE the ward sister aka kepale senget haha. reports after reports, going crazy over the case-studies. the ohh-so-demanding but adorable auntie of bed 14. staffs who dun really remember my name, but jus relate me as the eyeliner girl. three weeks of heaven and hell all wrapped into one. hehs..

A&E: interesting. i mean verrrry interesting. being stationed in Triage (as pronounced either try-age or tree-arge) made me giggle in amusement each time a crappy case showed up. a drunkard who came repeatedly, reeked in alcohol smell saying he has fever but with temperature of 36.4deg. wth..and those frequent MC-seekers. TELL ME ABOUT IT. haha. well we're actually brilliant actors trying to play along wif their so called unrealistic complaints. and then there were times when i had to give countless painkiller injections at the buttock and plenty of ECGs. too bad there wasnt any opportunity to view an emergency case, if there is then there wld be sumone to jump on the bed and do a CPR. that would be so cool. hehe. a friendly angmoh doctor who is well versed in all languages, Dr Travers. and i cant forget the incident when i called someone who was wearing a tudung MAKCIK and we spoke so casually only to find out the next day that she was the NURSE MANAGER. mampos aku paisey dibuatnye. haha..

OT : changed into OT attire wif ugly footwear. donning of apron, gown, gloves and mask transforming into ninja turtle (thats what we affectionately call each other.) scrub and assist surgeons in minor surgeries. adapting to each surgeon's working style, both good and bad. fish market scenes, bloody yellow boots, burning smell from the diathermy machine. having break time in a small corridor where we usually crapppp ard. the whole theatre area was freaking cold till i felt my teeth chattering underneath my mask. (secretly i was wearing double clothings to keep myself warm hehe). It was a nightmare having someone getting up close and pulling ur bulu tangan all the time. not only pulling BUT attempting to comb them neatly. (well i dun mind if it happens once or twice but it happens all the time. it can make me think differently abt the person especially if its a SHE who goes ard saying "nisa wo ai ni" or otherwise "nisa i love u" to everybody. too much touchy here and there is a big no-no for me. haha...p.s: eh korang dahla stop it la eh jgn kacau aku lagi pasal dier. dah serik. HAHAHA.

so now with all that done, im left with 5 weeks of break. holidaying? hmmm maybe, maybe not. its a pleasure to disturb my love about my so-called "off days". haha..

Hari raya in less than a week's time. baju? -checked. kuih? -checked. cleaning and furnishing the house? -not yet. hehe...guess this year's festive celebration is slightly special now with someone special in my life. =) looking forward to spending the rest of my life with him. hehe..

my tummy is completely full since just now. ate lots of cheesy stuffs from pizzahut. thanks to all the darlings for the late bday treat. we made a scene by making all sorts of stupid gestures. sumpah kecoh la korang. tapi tetap aku sayang. haha menyampahhhh. four new members! neez aka kalsom, aisah aka sapiah, sis mala aka maimon, siti aka saodah. welcome to the club. hehehs.

time check: 2.24am. nite2 and sleep dreams to me. =)

Friday, October 05, 2007

im back. heheh. { freed on 4:12 AM

my net is ALIVE.

i'll be back.