the paper was
tricky i tell u.
daym.
mayb it wldnt b diz bad if i WERE to study weeks in advance.
but...............
im left with pathetic 4-5 daes for dis
paedetrics paper.(sp?)y wld Congenital Heart Defects(CHD) qns
FLOOD in de MCQs?
all diz while ive been focusin on
respiratory probs and blood disorders.
Luck dun seem to side me nwades.
boo hoo.and dun EVEN talk abt
de SAQs.
pray to God.hope i pass.hope i pass.hope i pass.hope i pass.nxt stop, 2081 Bio pper.
guess wad? din even TOUCH the book.
the thought of FLIPPING the pages scares me.
hehs.
med-surg was halfwae thru.
slaving maself awae
and mugging bhind closed doors.
studies is not evryyythannng nisa.
juz a priority.
i can do it and i will do it.juz lyk i did for de past exams.
chickenfeet.
yay!
guess im gona write in a long entry.hasnt been updating for donkey yrs kannnnn.ended my attchments n im missin it.
the wk at KKH was the BEST!
hehes.
the cute,wailing,mohawk hair,twins,jaundiced,small,big,heavy,hairy,chubby.
THE BABIES.awwwwwwwwww.
1st dae i remembered my hand trembling
wen i was asked to carry a baby with TWO hands.
the last dae i scooped one up with ONE hand.
heh. da pro seyyyyy.
n every baby was kissed by me.
smelled of heaven i shld sae.
feeding tym, changin of diapers, bathing dem, cuddling.
3/4 dae spent in nursery.I JUZ MISS THOSE! =)
n how can i NOT forget de mothers.
squeeling, struggling in pain.esp dose who did c-section.
i rem i was in tears wen i changed the soaked pad
of a 17yr old who was in tremendous pain.
putting maself in her position sia...ish...mothers of all age grps.
20s,30s,teens.
YOUNGEST=15 yrs.
shortgun larh tuuu.
but her baby was the cuttesst wif brown hair.
sadly, up for adoption. =(
the pain was minor.
de
joy of ur newborn makes it worthwhile.nxt 2 weeks was in NUH.
it was ok, smooth-sailing.
NAI cases, fractures, asthmatic, seizures.
was specially close wif few patients,
one of dem offered to
read my palm."u n ur husband are thrifty..both ending education soon..both havin one child..he has more luck den me.."blablabla.
wonder to wich extent dose are true.
nyeheh.
my dear once commented tt my palms
hv alot of lines. like wrinkles lidt.
his was clear.
hehex.
anw,
cnt 4gt
-de luv letter a patient wrote to me.-the sister.-the farewell cakecum ferris wheel.-the getting lost in NUH.-being disturbed by a grp of CD guys-the patheticli high price of food-the new frenz i made.after exams BACK TO ALEXANDRA AGAIN.
well, part n parcel of being a nurse.
attchmts are our bread n butter.
guess my mood for dancing has lets say....
dying?
been a long tym since i sweat it out.
n i
hear dere's a performance on 2nd n 10th sep.seniors NO EXCUSE.
less den a mnth awae.
where's the tym to practice?
aper nk jad jadlah.
hahaha.
been a while since me n 'the one'
spend tym 2geder.
hoping dat my schedule will clear
n his problems will be settled.
Pray to god.
HAPIE BELATED BDAE AIN(16) AND YANTI(13)!!!!!!!!(my two lovable sistas)dun noti2.
muahx.