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Sunday, February 25, 2007

{ freed on 11:59 PM

holla~!

went ard hougang area wif dad yest.
searched for e bus routes to go IMH.
darn its far from ma house la.
journey takes ard 1hr 30mins i guess.
HAHA.
mampos early morn need to wake up so early.
but nebermind got lovely daddy to send me.
=)
b4 dat went queensway wif mom n sis.
walk2 ard to find sis's stuffs.
hees.
saw a friend's boyf n i kinda smiled.
he looked at me wif e face, "do i noe u?"
cos i see hym in pics oni tts y.
Hahs.
i saw an adidas brand bikini.
soooo nice sia.
60+bux.
HAHA.
if i had e money, it'll be MINE.
lol.

im jus glad e tiff i had wif boyf
kinda settle aldy.
lesson learnt:
i shldnt b too carried away.
n he shldnt play tt prank on me.
so jahat.
hehe.
i guess i cldnt bear to lose hym
and dts y i reacted dat way.
i noe he wouldnt do sucha thing.
i l u darling.
=)

during dose intense moments of grief,
i had a shoulder to cry on.
made a new fren n he brought bck
the smile tt i lost.
i really dun wish to share wif anione.
i want to kp it to maself.
cos its ma prob n i shld handle maself.
but he told me to let everiting out
and repeat e same tings over n over
jus to let it out of ma system.
he gave me a guy's point of view
and shared honest opinions
cos he experienced similar situations
n duwan me to go tru wad he went tru.
honestly i felt much better
after letting it out.
thanx akmal!
really appreciate it.
=)

ouh no! abg ardy home.
i shld buzz off from his room now.
hees.
~ciaoz

Friday, February 23, 2007

{ freed on 8:14 AM

fuh.
im dead beat TIRED.
haahhhhhhhhs.

mm not been updatin lately.
due to exam fever lor.
past few days stayed at home
and mugmugmug.
n now...
exams officially OVER.
*wipes sweat*
bio paper easy sia.
HAHA.
ahhhh forget bout dem.
now attachments nxt on the list.
huhu.

after bio paper jus now,
me n kint(shopping freak lik me)
went to enjoy ourselves.
weeeeeeee.
watched an early movie.
Norbit is downright hilarious!!
worth e watch.
had a gud laugh after like
sooooooo long.
=)

den we walk2 ard plaza sing
searching 4 items tt we're aiming for.
HAHA
but e more we search,
the more its hard to come by.
den we left wif nutin much.
except wif sum stuffs we din plan to buy.
lol.

damn it was raining.
susah siot nk jln tkde shelter.
go heerens look 4 ma shoe.
ori or ciplak, ori or ciplak.
HAHA.
i noe she noes.
sorie gerl for being sarcastic.
din mean it ar btw.
chilllll.
now u noe my true self.
real colours.
hehehe.
kau tkya nk tgk cermin salu.
aku pon ader ape kau ader beb.
HAHA.
bonch-chet-chet.
standardddd.

den we head to queenway
to look fer ma shoe n her bag.
den home sweet home.
hehe.

sometyms i wonder whats my worth.
who am i.
am i appreciated?
somtimes i feel like fighting back.
sometimes i feel like saying,
WATEVER.
my eyes are dried from all e tears.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

{ freed on 6:32 AM

came to sch at 11.
met up wif kint to do wat?
"study"
blajar habes.
HAHAHAH.
i was tryin ma best nt to look at her la.
facing away, eyes on e book.
cos she sorta make me laugh all e tym.
n i cnt concentrate tt way.
haha.
lib da mcm uma sndiri.
at last we both so stressed out sia.
den listen to songs.
cos otak JAMMED.
member hot je bile suro send lagu.
one whole page of songs.
her songs all so nice la.
xcept e hindustan part.
HAHA.
=)

ni biler tkde keje + stressed nk mampos. low profile kaperrr. hahs

den we left at 4 to head dwn to sports hall.
btw
i duno y but i cnt seem to study in grps la.
i prefer alone.
sorry beb.
hees.

the paper was omfg bleahhhhs.
it was kinda tough i must say.
wadya expect. MED -SURG module.
has alwaes been tough.
managements ajerrrr.
boring sae.
as usual many left early
bt i was e last few.
slowpoke.
hopefully HOPEFULLY i pass.
*prays*

sumthin happened.
mmm.
kinda unxpected i guess.
Hahs.
dis guy tailed me.
he looked familiar bt i jus ignored.
board e same bus n he sat bside me
jus lik e 1st tym i saw him.
tts bcos he wanted my number
n i purposely gave e wrong one last tym.
wich was last year.
haas.
age 23 but looked 18.
kinda cute, chinese lookin.
he's e one whu reminded me
of my boyf. hahs.
coincidentally his bdae is a few days aftr mine.
HAha.
tt tyme i was single.
now im attached.
hoho.
too bad boy.
u came at e wrong time.
HEHE.
a frenly person whom i can click.
i wun mind being frens.
till we meet again sumday.
haha.

2119 paper tmr.
still online.
gosh.
nak mati kaper??
tym to studyyyyyyyyy.
okaybye.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

{ freed on 8:06 AM

I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside

Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
I'll be givin all my love to you

-happy valentine's day to me-
and to all u lovebirds out dere...

Sunday, February 11, 2007

{ freed on 10:25 AM

wun b blogging much for now.
wish to, but cnt.
cos i my head is in ma books.
they are ma bestfrens.
FOR NOW.
hahas.

mugmugmugmugmugmugmugmug.
all the best to me.
okaybye!

take care ppl.

p.s: i miss my boo.

Friday, February 09, 2007

{ freed on 8:02 AM

today nutin much.
bleahs.
gt lotsa plannings in ma head
but none of them actually happened.
unpredictable life yea.
hahs.
slacked wif asz for 4hours.
eat study sleep study sleep.
study sleeeeeeeep sumore.
HAHA.
met nana n nureen
n catched up wif old tyms.
weeee.
n errrr my sis in camp now.
wah so damn blardy quiet in here.
AMAN sikit.
hehe.
tts all.

some outdated pics.
taken during AH PIAO's 22nd bdae.
6 feb 2007.
my 'husband'.
oni my class noes la so ya.
HAHA.

its as yummy as it looks! specially baked by zaf.

shy shy or WAT. i spot anu!! ahakz

n to that someone,
dun try to tell me abt green light, red light bullshit.
abt me being de red light at de oder end.
get straight to e point.
if ur hinting at ma flaws,
DONT compare dem wif oder's perfections.
it makes me feel like trash.
at last u ended our conversation
by askin me to think abt it.
ABOUT WAT?
thnx for hurting my bloody feelings.
haiz.

sometimes i wonder how

people can make u elated.happy.joy.smile.touched.sweet.loved

but soon after, angry.mad.upset.cry.sad.depressed.hate.

and the cycle continues.

is it them?

or is it just me...

Monday, February 05, 2007

{ freed on 9:45 AM

exams

exams

exams

exams

EXAMS

fcuk tt word la.
lol.
let me jus sail thru it
and it'd be gone b4 i noe it.
oh the agony.

hey lets look at it on a brighter side.
exams = gateways for holidays.
=)

ah gi blajarrrrrrr.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

{ freed on 7:41 AM

wed.
skipped an hr lecture.
met zaf n aisha n her fren in sch.
planned to go gym
but but but
nxt door dey havin kickboxing class.
so we join lor.
smthn fer a change.
andddddddddd...
we had fun!!!
punching each oder in the nose.
attempted to la.
woots!
n ouh i sprained ma ankle.
but wth.
i had fun.
=)

den seishen called
sayin he had 2 extra tix
4 the soccer match tt night.
called up boyf but he aldy has tix.
den asked kint along lor.
HAHA.
kinda lst min la.
met kint, shu n her anoder fren.
n oso her sis n her bf.
den went kallang together..
wah piang the plce so packed la.
peh susah nk carik si seishen.. FUH
nearly gave up sia.
den gt dis makcik offer us complimentary tix.
wahhh so nice.
=)
den met seishen
n he was lik, "y nvr tell meeee?"
HAHA.
den gt in
sat bhind thai supporters.
our side veri kecoh sae.
i loike!!
spore won by 2-1.
HAHA.
we swore we tot spore cldnt make it.
worth watching lor.
had fun.
KINT nxt tym ngk lagi yer
=p

soccer fanatics. well me so-so oni la. haha

where we were sitting at...

go LIONS. :))

OuUHh my ankle.
poooor ankle.
will get daddy to urutkan.
urgh the agony.

ciaoz~