pfffbbt.
tmr off day but no plans. how?
Mr bf has since started office hours work where he could only get sat and sun off and not like the usual shift work (2days off, 2days work) where i could request to be off on the same day as his rest day.
which means that there's lesser chance of spending perfect day out together unless i request for a weekend off. or both weekends rather. which is like difficult to get lah. cos people fighting to get weekends off what rite. haiz. i miss you ah dear.
then lidat can strike off the whole lot of my requests which was pre-requested till the month of august in the request book lah. cos they don matter anymore. and i need to plan out my off days well. make use of that SEVEN days off per month wisely. if not wasted sia off days takde plans then puas hati datang balek keje. haizz so irritating.
then pulak my buddies are mostly nurses which have schedules that dont fit mine. either they are on pm shift when its my rest day or im on night when they are totally free. this makes my life difficult cause im starting to miss them and im longing to meet them but work got in the way. i wun even think of taking MC or leave cos the current manpower like cannot make it siaa. put a stop to all the HL/MC/FCL or for watever reasons can? unless its really unavoidable. we nurses should aim to take good care of our health. later one fine day one of us is gona be called back to work padehal we deserve that rest day. for sure nobody wants that to happen.
the point is, i dont wana miss out on my social life. i lost the chance to have a complete (full attendance) gathering with my ex-jps frens TWICE cause i was out working nite shift. some of whom ive not spoken to since 1998. and its sad when i got invited only days before the meet-up. and its like they expecting me to try to make it. the only option i have left is to turn them down, yet again. due to my pattern-less working schedules.
haiyah.
to all dear friends out dere, if there are any events/activities that u all have planned out, be sure to lemme know the dates a month in advance. so that i can request early. cause thats how the roster works. because i already know people like to ask e/o out spontaneously what rite. boring sey tiap kali clash. nyehs.
cant wait for my AL in 2weeks time! i can be a gym-freak again, or maybe learn cooking. maybe je. who knows.
:)