Thursday, July 28, 2005
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11:15 PM
been in diz place hours ago. freakin cold yar. supposedli planned to "study" usin CMS bt end up blog-hoppin n kpo-ing oder peep's picz. came across a guy's blog whu used 2 b mat yoyo's cat. haha. interestin skins sak dey oll hab. asz had been pesterin me from juz nw. sayin,"blajar..blajar.."waha. nant tez kul 6 bebz. n i have abt half da book 2 cover. failed da 1st theori tez. cant afford 2 fail again. so yupz.
ash from stagearts kolled me again laz nite. fuh,finali got training. been waitin fer lik FOREVER. biaselar, havin tests diz wk,so cnt go gym. i was hopin at leaz a dance practice to burn up my babats. i hope dey dun cancel da training at laz min lik wad dey did TWICE laz wk.
nana's out visitin her mak mertue. i salute dat gurl. coz evrione's greatez fear is mitin deir mum in law 4 da 1st tyme. n she seem cool bout it. so congratz gurl fer bein able to please his parentz. she even asked me 4 nasi briyani resipi so dt she cn cook fer her. whoa. 2 dat extent. *claps* oll da bez fer yer love lyfe yarz.
went 2 diz fashion at sembwg sun plaza afte sch yest. got sum bux so planned 2 cash in on a top. tried on 4 topz bt end up nt likin oll of dem. haha cerewet kau nisa. cmne nnti nk pilih bakal suami kau? wan ader perx. so yup. nana waz fedup coz i cnt makeup ma mind. at laz fell in love wif a pink cap-sleeved top. lack of 1 dollar sia. wen i waz abt 2 pay up, ma coinz berterabur in ma bag. gota dig in deep 2 search fer dat bloody 1 dollar. da salesgerl waz kinda irritated. malu aku dibuatnye.
i passed ma prac fer NG-tube feeding. 1 more mistake n i wld hv FAILED. arrhhh. made a fatal mistake by pumpin air in da patient's tube. ms penny bingitz. cn see dat i was gabra lor. important ting iz,i pass. woohoo.
stop nisa. gi blajar. asz da jeling2 tu suruh kau blajar. lincah dok. dun slack gurl. bye evribuds. muahmuah
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
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10:48 PM
TO MAKE A WOMAN HAPPY...A MAN needs to be a friend, a companion, a lover, a chef, an electrician, a carpenter, a plumber, a mechanic, a decorator, a psychologist, a pest exterminator, a psychiatrist, a healer, a good listener, an organiser, a good father, very clean, sympathetic, athletic, warm, attentive, gallant, intelligent, funny, creative, tender, strong, understanding, tolerant, prudent, ambitious, capable, courageous, dependable and passionate.Not only that, he also has to give her compliments regularly, loves shopping, be honest, be very rich and not look at other girls.Of course, he is expected to give her lots of attention, but expect little himself, give her lots of time, especially time for herself and gives her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes.It is very important that men should never forget birthdays, anniversaries and arrangements she makes.
TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY...Leave him in peace.
~Whoa. lurrvve bein a woman!The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
~got oll of deze poemz from asz's blog. kinda kewl reads. njoY!
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9:59 PM
Hola!
back in e-plaza 2 update ma blog. claz dabiz la dok so kinda bored nw.
recollin bck...
Sat(23 July)Got 2 ndp preview tixs. One frm ma sis n da oder frm her fwen. since no1 is free 2 watch on dat dae, went 2 watch wif him, wan. ish2 keshian dier da lamer tk nengok ndp LIVE since pri5. waha. n itz kinda swit oso lar 2 watch da firewrks 2geder. hmm. wen we got dere, sesat jap coz dunoe da entrance. luckili he smart n followed a skoolboi wif da same tix as us. da funpack contain lotsa tingz lar; flag, tamborine,oll da mepek stuffz. haha. went 2 support ma sis actuali coz she's part of da performance(flowergal kape). den it started rainin suddenli. evrione was lik openin up deir brawlies n oll we cld see in front of uz was umbrellas. hw pathetic iz dat,haha.
da parade was da bez,ndp memories oll came bck sia. i lik it wen da armie tanks stroll past da padang. it was freakin loud, so we either shouted or whispered in each oderz ears 2 talk. in e end, no voice. overall, da firewerkz rawks! lawah giler siot. felt kinda weak wen we head hm. had to hold him 2 stabilize maself. flu,cough,fever,pening oll cum at da same tyme. wek. love u syg.
Sun(24 July)thoa im styll sickli, forced maself 2 do ma ica prjct. met up wif ahpiao,asz,carmen,xueyan,aud n mau 2 visit a baby. interview da baby's mum abt blablabla. aud did moz of da talkin. sigh. da baby scared of asz coz of her biiig eyez,haha. oni want 2 b in aud's armz sia. jelez aku. watched diz japan gameshw where pple matchmake couples. kinda interestin. if dere's such a gameshw in spore, i wld wan 2 try dat out too,haha. bt ya, evritinz kinda fake. u dun show ur true self wen ur out dere. pple onli see da gd side of u, nt e oder.
listenin 2
kau dipaksa,ku terpaksa by scan. whoa love it. nyce lyrics. nyce voice. nyce song. aite, till here den, out evribod! muahmuah
to0k sum picz wif nana at far eaz. suga swit smile babez. laz pic kinda mepek sak,hahaha
Friday, July 22, 2005
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12:18 AM
phew.
juz came back from NYP gym. frankli i dun sweat at all. even a lil drip. thou asz saed dat she kinda meleket abit. werkin on firmin ma abs, butt n ol da flabz on ma arms. afta i used da treadmill fer lik 15 mins, wen i get off, i felt lik "flying" on thin air sak. haha. ringan sungguh bdnku ini. asz pon felt da same. after trained fer an hour, we felt bored. aniwae asz hd 2 rush home to freshen up coz lata she wana see a drama or sumtin kat AJC. i dun wana go hm coz dere's noone at hm. so here i am. at e-plaza.
haiyoi. wat telah happen 2 ma stage arts. cancelled again at laz min. n da ICA interview postponed to sun. nw sat no planz! argh. i'll kall up wan 2 ask him out. hmm. yayyy
wonder wen i'll get ma new fone. been waitin fer lik 1,2,3,....8 months sia. oh wel, juz b content wit wad i hv. gd enuff. da di da.
ehk asz, juz jokin oni la gerl bout da cari boi laen thingy. im nt so heartless larx 2 find ma own entertainmnt while he's awae tinking of me. gosh no no. even wen he is sick n we plan 2 go out nxt dae 2geder, i 'll force him 2 rest. coz its his health im more concerned abt. ya noe. so yupz, vice versa. treat him gd and he'll treat mie ryte. karma's real. heheh. da laz ting dat i wan from our relationshp is nt 2 b thruthful 2 each oder. even if a couple seems so close n hv gr8 affection fer each oder, bt if deep down, 1 party choose 2 hide da truth of nt likin da oder party as much, da relationshp will moz likeli nt turn out well. bottomline, dey hv to b az honest as possible. lik it or nt, datz da fact. n u cnt change da fact.
sumtimez i wonder if we shld change our partners into sumting dat we want dem to b. or juz love n accept dem 4 whu dey r. as in dressin, manners, personality etc. im ENCOURAGED bt nt forced lar, by wan 2 wear heelz. but...i cnt. i like 2 walk fast. n rough. n heelz kills me. ill rather wear sumtin comfy den wearin sumtin nyce bt hurts. gt a tip from germaine(u go gurl!):
Its nt da clothes dat u wear wich makes u look gd. its hw confident u r in wearin doze clothes. so dear, im sorrie, im so nt into heels. mayb in future. god noes.
U shld not try to love a perfect person, bt u shld love an inperfect person perfectly. whoa. tk abiz2 ngn aku nye falsafahzz. better make a move. g-wang chick in da hse. well, chaoz evri1. muakx.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
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12:31 AM
in skoooll now n bored ash ever. aint it obviouz? duh.
y muz stage artz b cancelled todae? no planz sak. and skool end at 1. brought ma sweat pantz n wore double layer (tank top inside) juz 4 da dance. haha! mestla semangat beb. 1st training. abeh skarang training onli on saturdaes at 1.30pm. ader chance nk merayap after dat! hehe jahat nisa.
nxt wk all da exams start to pile in. pracs, theori, modulez afta modules. *pullin my alreadi thinning hair*. 2 ICA presentations oso nxt wk. Mayb dance performance oso nxt wk. DARN WEEK. oh well, juz dust maself up, chin up n move on.
complained 2 ma dearie abt nt meetin as often as b4. bingitz beb sbb itz either me or him dat is bz evridae. end up, tk terjumpe. fedup kan? diz wk,he bz. nxt wk,i bz. SHITOS. He told me dt relationshp iz a matter of da heart. nt bout havin a cmpany 2 go out wif but more den dt. abt havin trust n makin sacrifices. hmm..experienced nmpk ck abg ni,haha. wonder hw i'll survive wif him goin NS. mak datok. conferm rindu abiz. alah, carik boi laen lar! tehe. jk dear.
changed ma skin. amcm? better or nt? tag me aitez abt hw it lookz nw. muah muah maceh.
thx zeila fer taggin. da lamer seyz tk jumpe oll ma cuzzies. rayer aru nmpk batang hidung waha! ish2.
caoz! luve u all! esp si dektu.*winks2*
Friday, July 15, 2005
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12:50 AM
Life. How precious can life b. 2 all of u out dere, if you tink dere's a long wae to go b4 end of life, tink again. Life is short. It can juz touch n go.I was terribly touched by wad ms penny told us juz nw during clinical lab. we were taught how 2 handle patients who passed awae. she told us we will nvr 4get da incident wen our patient pass awae ojn uz. like wad happened 2 her. she once cared n looked after a 5yr old boy wif leukemia n treated him lik a cloze fren. unfortunateli, he took his last breath in front of her eyes. lettin go of sum1 u cared 4 is hard. shockin 2 see ms penny sheddin sum tears while tellin uz diz storie. i felt lik cryin too sae. wonder how i will react 2 diz kind of situation wen im out dere in da hospital...
felt dat lyfe has much more meanin 4 me. and im bloody lucky 2 b in my position compared 2 others sufferin out dere. i guess nursing is my passion. i wan 2 help pple out dere whu needz me. unless u dun have a conscious, dun b a nurse. ms penny is 1 gr8 lecturer 2 hv. taught me 2 b matured n nt a rebellious,rash,childish person i used to be.
im scared 2 meet more "friends" in da hospital saez..haha..so mani ghost storiez she told us. like da mysterious call bell which kept blinkin. n da white long dress "nurse" who took her patient's pulse(educated sak!) . freaky eh. kene kuat smangat ar. wadeve it iz, im glad i took nursin. coz itz challenging. bt gota work on da blood n ghost abit. hehe...
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
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10:48 PM
Beckham came 2 ma skool laz week. yeah. DAVID BECKHAM. nah, nt dat im crazy fer him or netin, bt itz juz so rare. skipped lecture juz to snap sum picz of him. so here it is.
yup. dun blieve eh..haha. he lookz gay in diz pic. n itz kinda blur. sureli im not da camerawoman ryte..haha..chaoz.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
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8:36 PM
Mad. freakin mad. y?
I was posted into alexandra hospital saeyz! da onli sesat gurl in ma claz wif dunoe which person im paired up wif. tink on da brite side kn..JAUH TAKLE JAUH LAGI KEPER..haha..nga frust ar beb. try 2 understnd. i want SGH or NUH badli. o well, wad 2 do.. thingz ALWAES dun turn out well 4 me. unfortunateli. Live wif it.
at least i got an A for bio science. dat was a BIG eyeopener. since i hate bio,waha. n i got into stage arts. n i got an admirer from skool which all deze while ive been makin fun of. kekek dok! oni ma pals noe bout it. ah heck. went 2 gym yest, was teased by a bunch of PRIMARY SKOOL KIDS. dun blieve it? jejak kat skola kitorng nk carik psl lak tu. ish2. oh well...juz kids...
so guyz out dere readin ma blog, pls cheer me up. coz im down. felt like diggin a hole n stuff ma head in it. relationshp nt too gd either. so, tag me often guyz. love ya. muah muah.
Monday, July 11, 2005
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8:17 PM
AAAHHH!! i got selected 4 dance in stage artz! asz osho..hapie gilerrr beb. all dat gelekz actuali werks. waha. n now my schedule is packed. wed n sat hv training. n his schedule is oso packed. so hw da hell r we gona meet?
itz nt as if he lives beside ma house. n oso as if my school bside his. URGH. n we rareli contact nwades. he wif his own life n me wif mine. mcm da tk cloooze gtu. we'll c wad happenz. i styll love him. i do. hapi 7 months syg.
made a pact wif asz. evri tues n thurz, either kiterrr joggin at track atau hit da gym. biaselarr, jager badan beb. i gained 5kg ovr da past weeks. BABAT as wad wan owaes saes. so yup, bye2 spare partz.
sesingkat wktu itu, aku masih dahagakn sesuatu darimu.sekilas cinta ragu, engkau masih menidakkn perasaan rindumu.whoa. g-wangz mo0d beb. jgn marah.Lyfe is unfair. Nvr perfect. wen u want sumting, u'll NVR get it. wen u dun wan sumting,
itz in ur hands b4 u even realize it. felt dat wae b4? i did. MANY TIMES BEFORE.
Smile even wen u dun want 2. Pasrah kaperr.
I am worth, $98756,190