{ Set them free.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

{ freed on 7:50 AM

been hectic lately..
raya visiting n stuffs so yeah.
hmm.

sun
went visiting to more than 6 hses.
whoa.
imagine, evri hse there's a table spread
of food.
haha!
i was stuffing maself the whole dae.
yesh, gone are the plans to lose weight.
my cuzzie ifah was lyk,
"eh kiter alternate ar. ader umah mkn,
den the nxt hse tkya ."
hehe..
biaselar kiter pompan..
but if pple pelawa den its nt nice if we
dun eat the food.
anw, ma cuz ifah brought her bf along wit us.
an introduction to our BIG family..
haha.
his name is wan, he's kinda nyce n cute.
farnie thing was,
he was wearing samping plus
a high songkok wif a BROOCH on it.
haha!
complete seh eh ck abg?
he n ma cuz was wearing black,
da mcm nk nikah plak eh.
so cute.
hehex.

so okay,
its kinda embarassing
to be hoping 4 money
at ma age.
how i miss dose daes..
hmpphrrp!
at e end of the day,
came home tired n sleepy.
but fun!
was neali trapped in the lift
n oso the sesat part searching 4 new houses.
haha.
=)

mon
went out wif kint dearie.
as usual,
shop till we drop.
its our fav pastime i guess.
hehe.
daym where can i find 3/4 skirts?
hmmmmmmmmmm.
had fun wif uew babe.
had a stalker who freaks me out.
okayyy i dun wish to talk abt it.
went home to find out
ma neighbour at ma hse.
farihin n his family..
he then smiled coz
coincidentally he called me tt afternoon to chat.
haha.
the 'keanu reeves' lookalike.

today just stayed at home
n helped mum baked more kuehs.
not surprisingly coz
it is WE who ate dem all up.
cnt help it i suppose.
haha!

hmm,
i still have feelings 4 u.
cant u see?
despite wad we went thru..
i noe u still have doubts abt me.
i dun blame u for that.
n ive been missing u lately..
it may sound weird n stupid
after all this time.
but its true.
my heart has nvr been yearning
for noone else
but you.
i guess u feel the same wae too.
but u just wun admit it.
i just noe.
i hope we can get rid of the egos.
coz its destroys.
me. and also you.
haiz..
wad a complex world
to live in.

have a nice day everyone.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

{ freed on 10:43 AM

A dream that's never there.

Well I wonder could it be
When I was thinking bout u baby
You were thinking of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering its stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love for someone better?
And do u love me like I do I do,
its true I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
fourth of December zero four
eleven sixteen at night
called me honey, showed me love
you gave me promises to care
Ma face was nutin but smiles

And i had to let go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
guess what its true this heart there's only you
easy for them to say
forget and walk away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
been tryin to move on
The day you went away
Cause I cnt let you go i wished that you could stay
Been asking to maself
where's all our promises
The day you went away.
The day you went away.

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

{ freed on 11:41 AM

eeeeeeeeeeeeekkkk!!!!
THERE"S A FREAKING COCKROACH
IN MY BROTHER'S ROOM.
(read: BROTHER.)
i was busy surfing the net
wen i heard sumthn fell.
i looked dwn n there it was.
crawling aimlessly under ma chair
i swear i jumped and stood at ma chair.
eww. super gross.
its BIG okayyyyyyyyy.
the 'Mortein Roach and Ant Killer Spray'
finally met its purpose.
i tink i sprayed it too much.
the whole room stinks.
hahaha.
die roach DIE.
muahahahahaha.

went vivo wif kint dearie.
ITS SUPER HUGE LAR.
its a shopper's heaven.
maybe its true,
u need 3 days
to get ur shopping done dere.
LOL
Topshop, Zara, Fox, Gab, Forever 21,
Esprit, Mango, S&K bla bla bla..
basically everitings there.
shops wif all kinds of names.
n its crowded wif pple.
haha.
saw NurulAini, Amelia Awi.
dey looked so plain n simple.
i have to look twice to believe its them...
well, i bought
1. cream-coloured hooded sweater
2. purple glittery-buckled belt
3. pink 'i dun like music' top

THATS ALL.
just my type to enter evry shop
to try on clothes, pose here n dere
onli to walk out buying NOTHING.
im sure im nt the onli gerl
guilty of doing dat.
haha.
plus saving 4 later.
*wiNks*

kint bought more..
haha.
mostli long-sleeve tops ehk babe?
LOL.
chill cuz kau tk dpt tu baju.
collect duit byk2 den beli k?
hehe.
ehk aku GERAM AR
kasut kat Ebase tu lagi lawarrrrrrrrr.
knaper la aku tk jumpe kau dulu, wahai kasut??
skarang baru kau nk muncul depan aku?
LOL.
purple, bronze, silver, pink.
lagi byk clrs seh.
more comfy plak too.
but standard, more expensive.
wakakaka.

food wise,
the 'kway teow wif cockles' dere is just
SPLENDID.
yum.
go try, go. haha

overall, vivo is sumthin new
to look at.
concernin more to the shopoholic
like mua.
wads more wen spore
is becuming such a booooring place.
lol.

njoyed ya company gal.
kiter 24 jam ketawer tk tentu pasal.
makin funnie comments abt stuffs.
=)

as the name saes.

eekk ghost. LOL. or me wif a moustache?

ini lah keje org yg tkde keje. thank you.

to ma frens who have 'sound'
each other for rayer outings,
pls set the date aytes.

thank you and good nite.

Friday, October 27, 2006

{ freed on 12:52 AM

just met iskandar
to pass hym the tshirt $$ plus list of names.
now im STUCK
in nyp e-plaza doin nutin.
just plain wastin tym...
HAHA.
actuali printed out ma time-table
4 the new semester.
noe wad,
i JUST realised school's starting
NXT NXT WEEK.
NOT NXT WK.
and soooooo its on 6 nov.
dang!
i miss school oreadi lei.
surprising?
I NOE.
wadya xpect wen ive got
6wks attachmt plus 4wks break.
im TIRED of slacking.
HAHA..
waiting for the time
to meet kint dearie.
planned to go vivo.
wana checkout the plce.
plusplus the fact tt duit gaji da masok.
wahahahahaha.
cam-whoring as well.
=p

im outs..

Thursday, October 26, 2006

{ freed on 1:21 AM

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive.
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget.

Guys care most about the quantity of love.
But girls care most about the quality oflove.

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl.
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man.

Guys feels curious towards all girls.
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her.

When guys are heartbroken, they try toforget the girl
by going out with othergirls.
When girls are heartbroken, they try tofind his Characteristics
from otherguys.

Guys wishes to be her first love.
And girls wishes to be his last love.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive,
not 2 c but 2 understand,
not 2 hear but 2 listen,
not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON.

Don't ever leave the one you love
for the one you like,
because the one you like
will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful
instead of hot.
Who calls you back
when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake
just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy
who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand
in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"...that's her."

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

{ freed on 1:43 AM

heys.

weather's nt to good 2dae.
agree?
rather dark n gloomy.
wif thunder n lightening evriwhere.
chillyyyyyyyyyy.

anws,
yest's rayer nt too bad.
as usual,
beg mum n dad fer forgiveness n stuffs.
diz yr, however,
i feel a certain seriousness cumin over me.
I LOOKED AT DEM IN THE EYE.
i kneeled n hold deir hands,
n i meant wad i saed.
the previous yrs however,
i just wanted to get over the 'maaf-maaf' part.
paisey la katerkn.
haha.
yeah was smilling n giggling in the process.
but dis yr's different.
hmmmm...

had an addition to ma hair colour=highlites.
well, i cant perm, too short.
i dun wana cut either.
i wan smthn new..
so went for it.
results = satisfied.
=))

so yeap did sum visitin
to nenek n atok hse(mum's side) 1st.
catched up on evribods.
hehehehe.
ma cuz ifah commented tt
i looked jus lik ma oder cuz, rosnaini.
she was kinda confused wich is wich at 1st.
OMG. manerrr ader.
haha.
my poor abg had to rayer
wif bandages at his thighs n shlder.
COVERED of course.
hw i wish he wun ride bikes animore...
hmpprh!

den we head dwn to nenek(dad's side) hse.
jus discovered my cuzzie dere
had a heart on the RIGHT SIDE.
nt like evrione.
how cool is that?
kuase Allah s.w.t.
he's like 1 in a million.
plusplus, he looked like mat salleh lei..
besar cnfrm hencem eh farouq.
hehe.
n ma sis saed his sis eila looked like Huda.
as in the Anu screen winner.
eleleleh malu la dier.
=p.
i feel deepest sympathy to ma granny.
4 the very FIRST tym, she scolded me.
she said i refused to giv her inhaler pump salbutamol.
i did, juz tt she has dyslexia i guess..
n she's bedridden.
i cant help but imagine her gg thru her diff life.
i wish i could do smthn to help.
sayaaaang nenek tau.....
haiz.

nxt, to 'nenek ruma 2 tingkat' hse.
haha.
my nenek's sis in fact.
met zaidah, whoa she's tall.
how cum the last tym i saw ma cuzzies,
they were SHORTER den me?
but now, TALLER?
wakau!
nisa, nisa.
biler lag kau nk grow ehk.
tsk tsk.
dere's this pakcik whu asked,
"maner yg dulu kecik2, bdn gemuk2 tembam tu?"
my sistas all pointed to me.
okayyyyyyyyyy last tym i was FAT n CHUBBY.
happy now?
hahaha.
den tt pakcik laughed.

we headed hm after dat.
yeah, kinda early,
cuz my bro had a fever.
so no choice..
lagipon 1st dae rayer g skt uma ar.
n we oso tired.
hah!

presenting the jambus n da hensem guy. bluehs!

gtg.
still got sum kuih suji to do.

adiew.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

{ freed on 7:02 AM

im bz bz bz!
haha..

sweep mop wipe dust arrange clean shift.
u guessed it.
spring cleaning tym!!!!!!!!
well, once in a while.
hahaha.
4 doze of u out dere whu dun noe,
im a lazy bum wen it cums to cleaning e hse.
i HATE it.
hahahahaha.
but yeah, was 'kicked' ard by ma dad
as he was screaming just nw.
but hey, ma hse looked spick n span.
BETTER, at least
tryin ma best to be a gd anak dara.

on top of dat,
baked more kueh.
mum made a shrt trip to mlysia
leaving me dealing the kitchen by maself.
hah!
was paranoid wen i was out of castor sugar
to make e choc chip cookies.
soooooooooo,
used nrmal fine sugar instead.
owells, it turned out juz as good.
=p
wana taste?
hehehe.

gone are the plans to perm ma hair.
baiyee baiyee.
i guess my length's nt up to it.
AND also, its hard to manage.
will wait for my tresses to grow longer..
cnt wait.

to all the indians out dere,
HAPPY DEEPAVALI.

and

and

and

to all the muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

hv fun visiting
and parading in yer newly bought
bajusss.
klw yg byk dosa tu
pii la mintak maaf yerr.
hehe.

adiew.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

{ freed on 10:51 AM

n so i tot i wana stick to
baju kurung 4 a change.
but evritim i tried one on,
even wif size S,
it looked so labuh n ya.
haha!
evry yr ma family
wil wear de same designs n clr
of aju rayer..
the gerls esp..
but wen ma sisters heared of ma plans
of buyin aju kurung,
dey were complaining sia.
hah!
ok wad.. nt bad..
cn make me look smaller in it.
can it? haha.
at least sumthn 4 a change.
ryte?
tap jgn yg mcm mkck2 nye sdh.
krg salu nk yg fitting je eh.
ish2..
im a simple plain jane.
like reaaaal nisa.

afta much persuassion,
we finali bought orangey bwn
kebaya.
it wasnt tt bad, kinda nice actuali.
tts y i agreed to it.
hah!
on top of dat,
i bought anoder baby blue
bohemian-look kinda outfit.
nice design..
de salesperson actuali asked me to try it on
n wen i did, she asked me to parade ard the shop!
she asked me to tunjuk her other customers.
wakau. complete wif heels she provide.
dere's dis lady in de shop whu saw me n
dcided 2 buy the EXACT outfit plus clr as i did.
her partner commented tt it was nice.
yeah, sure it is.
haha!

well all in a daes work of
baju rayer hunting.
saw sum familiar faces along the way.
including haikal JPS.
haha.
n yeah met celebs too,
like hussein saakban, era farida, lotsa more.
dey were shooting 4 smthn near TKC.
we happened to walk past dem
nt realising the camera's in our direction
n the video's running.
we musta looked awful slurping our drinks.
haha!

tinking of perming ma hair.
b4 rayer...
shld i or shld not?
the length's nt tt long yet.
bt my mum gave the green light
n saed i shld gv it a go.
owells,
any recommendations where to?
LOL.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

{ freed on 8:54 AM

ok.
FULL story now.
hahaz.

was out wif shikin to jus hangout yest.
sadly shiqah wasnt dere as well.
anti-climax seh!
haha.
well, i gues she had her own reasons ya.
so anw met kint at bugis
where she hd to b in sch earlier 4 sum stuffs.
heret her along wit me
fer sum retail therapy...
yeaahhhhhhhh.
bought a pair of shoex
wich i usta fell in luv wif.
BUT sadly it wasnt my perfect colour.
but wad the heck.
kint saed if the shoe cums wif her size
she wld hv bought it.
hehes.
tawaf the whole area
wich made me so so wana spend sia.
luckili she was dere to be ma 'mother'.
"eeppppppp" sane, "eppppppp" sni.
haha!
but seryusli, i hv alot of things in mind.
duit gaji masok kte cheong kays!!
=))
thoa i onli gt half of urs.
unfair! sheesh.

as it was kinda early,
we walk walk all de way to PS.
the haze reali testing my iman sia.
tekak gataaaal je. look left n right,
drinks evriwhere.
thoa we were hot n thirsty,
kte berjaye berjuang bersame!
ceydebah.
decided to watch a movie
at PS but unsure btwn
world trade centre and u, me n dupree.
movie starts at 540pm,
so we continued wad we do best.
shopping. haha!
OMG i so so so want to buy diz 3/4 skirt
from esprit.
costs 59 bux..
budget lari beb..
will put dat in ma list of
'want to and need to' buy stuffs.
=p
shared a large drink
so tt we cn buka 2gether in the cinema.
predicted dt e movie wil xtend quite a bit so yalor.

at the end,
me n kint agreed tt
it was worth EVERY penny.
WTC is a must watch.
i rate it, erm, 4 1/2 stars.
the moment wen the 2 towers came tumbling down
n dey were stuck 4 long hrs in the rubble.
sergeant john n his cadet
were the few who stayed alive.
dey actuali had to keep talking
to prevent demselves frm dying.
dere are sentimental moments as well,
abt their families n stuffs.
quite touching...
hehe.

thn we head dwn to break fast PROPERLY
at kfc.
wakakaka.
eh thx eh babe, blanjer aku..
baik sungguh hati kau.
lain hari aku balas k.
=))

nxt stop,
suria raya carnival at bugis.
yeap, from bugis to PS den PS to bugis.
sajak la tu..
haha
since member nk beli takoyaki 4 her mum.
all tgether nw,
aaawwwwwwwwwwwwww.
haha.
y evriwhere i go the bazaar nt meriah ar?
izit nt the right year?
or izit nt the right dae?
bluehs.
but at least i gt the right company.
ryte gurl?
alalala.
sure njoyed ma day spent w ya.
saw sum of ma previous sec n pri classmates
n whoa they changed.
direct opp of wad i usta knw dem..
hey dere gd lookin.
haha..

wana sing a bdae song 4 sum1.
all togeder nw,
HAPPY BDAE TO U
HAPPY BDAE TO U
HAPPY BDAE TO AYAH
HAPPY BDAE TO U!!!!!

moga dipanjangkan umur
dan dimurahkan rezeki.
amin.
sihat2 slalu yer.. hehe.
my present 4 him is dat....
i managed to help him QUIT smoking!
for real! like finally....
no matter wad, he will owaes b my daddy.
=))

im outs...

Monday, October 16, 2006

{ freed on 11:50 AM

pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese dun tell me im catching a cold.
been sneezing since juz nw
plus my forehead's warm.
wana touch?
urgh....
i dowan can??
ishhh.
mondae blues?
i so so desperately wan to be up and about to make
my raya cookies + kuehs.
oh noooo no.
n not forgetting buying my raya clothings
AND watnots.
last min watya expect.
hah!

uploaded more fotos durin the geylang outing
wif ma dancey peeps.
chck it out.
=)).

been and back from jalan-ing
and buke puase-ing wif sheeekin kecoh.
will update fully nxt tym...
nw i nd ma rest
been sooooo tired lately.

nytes!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

{ freed on 9:33 AM

i'm sorry that it took so long
to write this song
but i gave up
you see one million words
can't describe how it feels
to know your love

where did i go wrong?
i should have told you from the start
that i'm closer then you think
when we're apart
nothing that i've tried
is as simple as this line

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

i swear i'm giving up my inside
to the one that i adore
i know this world is big enough
for you and i
but i'll give you more

i'm coming home today
to wipe the tears drops from your eyes
i'm totally enamored by your life
nothing that i've done
has ever been for one

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more
to tell you every single day

my life is incomplete
my rights are absolutely wrong
so wake me up
before you leave today
something i need to say
cause they'll be nothing
when you're gone.

bring me back my smile
that i've lost.
my life has nvr been the same
since ur gone......................

Saturday, October 14, 2006

{ freed on 9:42 AM

cnt believe i cld cry upon watching a vcd.
heared dt it brought tears to sum1,
so i tried ma best not to.
well, it actuali did happened.
haha!
the story HEART is a romantic one.
a guy and a tomboyish gerl A grew up together.
sharing a fun and happie childhood.
they were bestest frens.
yrs later,
the guy met a feminine gerl B
n fell in love.
guy told A hw excited he was.
gerl A was equali hapie for him,
but deep inside she is hurt.
guy became closer to gerl B,
n dey became sweet lovers.
gerl A felt jealous but she still
wldnt reveal her feelings to him.
she was supporting deir rlp,
even aftr knowing dat sum1 she loves
wld leave her 4 sum1 else.
gerl B had an illness
n ended up in hospital.
gerl A had an accident
while running away frm her sad feelings
n too ended in hospital.
sadly, guy chose to spend tym wif
gerl B, even thoa gerl A's injury
is worst.
dats wen she realise she mean nothin to him.
gerl B had no chance of living
due to her terminal illness.
gerl A soon died
but gerl B survived.
soon after,
guy then realised that
gerl A had donated her HEART
to gerl B so dt she wld still be alive.
hmm...
sad kan?
=(

thoa its jus a story,
de msg dt its tryin to potray is
"a sacrificed love".
i cld feel wad gerl A mite b feeling
wen she seem happie for him
but turned awae n cried knowing dt he loves sum1 else.
thoa she made the effort to dress up like a girl,
it seems useless coz
u cant simply change sum1's feelings
no matter hw much u tried.
"bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akn pernah
sygku akn hilang"
well, nuff said.
u HAFTA catch the movie
to experience it urself.
i gv it 5 stars.
haha!

irwan syah is cute.
agree?
=))

Thursday, October 12, 2006

{ freed on 10:32 AM

yest was funner den wad i expected.
hahs!
we shld hv more outings lyk dis in future
ryte guys????
=p

met asz, nad, faisal, and dee at paya lebar.
faisal came 1st, on tyme,
while de gerls as usual.. ehemm...
haha.
nad n asz was wearing polka dots.
i swear i wanted to wear polka dotted top too,
but i wore long sleeves similar to dee's.
so we head dwn straight to haig rd,
to book de seats for buka.
crapped fer a while, den faz joined us.
it was funny wif the guys ard,
talking bout faisal's afro hair,
wondering hw he wears his songkok
weder if it needs to b tailor-made n oll.
pakai cut-out paper bag smua kluar.
haha! sorie ehh faisaaaal. main2 jek.
=)

den we walk2 ard geylang,
looking at all kinds of baju.
wen am i gona find my baju rayer
oso duno..
hiash.
dere's dis stall selling duno wad food,
n wen he shout out to 4 us to buy
he sae smthn lyk,
"mari-mari beli, adik2 lawa, abg2 sini sweet!"
BUT
we overheard it as
"mari-mari beli, adik2 lawa, abg2 sini steam!"
hahahahaha.
we laughed like mad pple ar.
anw,
its so empty, where's the geylang atmosphere sia?
sumore so lil stalls ard, nutin much lidat.
den dis seller was kinda irritated wen we refused
to buy his carpets.
like,
we, TEENAGERS buy CARPETS???
giler kape.
die ingat magic carpet yg le beli mcm aladdin?
cehs. lol.
walk2 to joo chiat
where i met cik kas, my AN frm Alex. hosp.
hehs.
den we walk2 sumore n took sumore pikchas.
aniwhere u can imagine.
even outside hotel 81.
hahahaha.
den we gt kinda bored
n planned to head dwn to ct hall to chill.
eunos mrt stn is spooky i must sae.
so ulu sia the place, mcm kitrg je yg bbl.
our kecohness broke the silence.
once at cthall,
met nizam and he joined us.
long tym nvr meet dis stage arter
cum usta be nursing stud.
nice to c ya dude. hehs.
cthall brings back lotsa memories
for me and dee.
memories spent dere wif our exes.
kte da mcm same nasib seh.
dua2 sedih, dua2 solo.
dun worie k dee,
we're alwaes here 4 each oder.
hehes. hugx.

sat down at an uncomfortable place.
right is groups of mats, left is oso the same.
right is matured, left is STEP matured.
we were busy takin fotos
wen the LEFT grp started sayin,
"maner nye lawa jer nk amek2 gmbr."
we were stoned.
we looked at dem in disgust.
maner ke tdk,
dey are a grp of inmatured 'mats'
wif minah2 tudungs.
yeah ur ryte. TUDUNGS.
mcm tk kena kan.
budak2 baru mcm 15-16 yrs old.
dee started sayin,
"eh asl ar aku raser mcm aku kat JOHOR??"
hahahahaha. gd one gal.
amek kau. kena kau balek.
dey started 1st.
den nizam say his age out loud,
"kau tanye age aku? DUA PULUH TAHUN."
we purposeli pointing out
to make dem realise hw bdk2 dey still are.
anoder nice one. hah!
den we left the place soon after
as it was kinda late...

most of the time
in the ride back hm, i was sleeping.
i cnt tahan animore.
my eyes was killing me.
gd tt the guys understood.
nizam kept giggling n makin noises
evritym i woke up wen the train jerked.
i must hv looked awful huh,
wif my eyes blood shot n as wide as garfield's.
haha.
anihoos, had truckloads of fun.
will post more pikchas wen i received dem.

adiew.

Monday, October 09, 2006

{ freed on 2:18 AM

ok im bored.
dead bored.
im like so bored
i kept playin wif ma nails.
n plucking the dry skin off dem.
nt to mention biting dem off.
ewww nisa...
bluehx!

ok maybe having the hols
was not as gd as it sounds.
hahahaha.
i hope it will be better
afta hangin out wif dearest fwens of mine.
i cnt wait!
=)
nw dat i dun hv a job,
wads left of me to do
is to clean the hse.
do all the blablabla housechores.
hrmmphh.

shiqah larling called me just nw.
we chatted fer a while, to catch up on stuffs.
the 1st thing she had to tell me
wasnt tt nice to hear.
a particular sum1 in ward 2
had a crush on me.
n he is my AN!
sheeeeesh.
well, i can see dose signs cumin,
-being all smiley.
-behaving akwardli ard me.
-being all 'macho' n strong.
-offering to take ma picture.
-nervous wen we talked.
-avoidin eye contact.
lyk DUH!
me on the other hand,
jus dun giv a daym.
sorie boi!

i kinda overheard his conversation wif the PSA staff (tika),
n she was lyk sayin,
"akhirnya doa kau termakbul juga eh.."
like, wads tt abt?
haha.
i ws left tinking,
me n him
hardly get to werk in the same shift.
but on dat day, we were both morning shift
AND oso same team.
sooooo...
let ur imagination run.
haha!

i cnt believe tt evrione knew!
well, most of dem actuali.
but i was still kept in the dark
till just nw.
she told me of how he
-was so happy i wasnt wearing specs tt day.
-of how he kept talking abt me during breaks.
-n kept askin ma frens qns abt me.

the funny thing was,
the PSA staff was so annoyed wif him
she saed, "nisa nisa nisa. tk habes2 dgn kau nye nisa."
well, sumthn lidat la.
haha.
y wasnt i dere to watch her say dat?
it mite have been HILARIOUS.
wad a sight.

i was thinkin,
i had a crush on anoder guy
werkin in e same ward,
but surprisingli i had an admirer as well.
funny aint it?
LOL.

shoots.
i heard we're not paid for 3weeks of work.
hello???
i dun werk fer free.
free labour ma foot.
i noe ma peeps are feeling me as well.
rise in temperatures.
wadever.

oops.
jus realise ive got sum heating up
of lauk to do.
before the neighbours cum knock knockin on
ma door.
im off.
muackx.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

{ freed on 10:40 AM

hey yall.
im doin a fren a favour.
SMS M12 to 90433628 or log on & register to this website http://202.157.143.1...
to vote for him as Mr ITE.
can see tt he is reaaallli into winning diz thing.
hahaha.

shld i say more?
haha.

hw am i u ask?
im fine thank u.
and ohh.
happie belated bdae fir.
someone so hapie la.
lolx.
u dun look yer age. serusli.
njoy lyfe while u can!
=p

im outz..

Friday, October 06, 2006

{ freed on 8:21 AM

phew.
tym do pass quickly huh.
din even realise tt its the END of ma
6 weeks of attachment.
hooray! so overjoyed..
me n Shan had been counting down
for the past few days
to get OUT of the ward.
WE ND A BREAK!
=p
but my dear Shan
had a terrible flu todae.
on the LAST dae.
haha.
poor gerl.
go see doctor k!
oh ya,
hope she settles her probs
n get tings straighten out..
all de besht gerl.

im free.
i can let ma hair loose
n jus chillllllll.
awaayyyyy frm tt irritating lecturer of mine.
ms christine. sheeeesh.
naik rimas aku dgn die prying
on ma evry action.
evry lil detail.
evry single day.
get offf my back sia.
bluehx.
she has tt look dat saes,
"my goodness, how dumb can u be?"
yeah.
wenever we fail to greet the SNs,
she will ask us questions.
dah mcm kat skola plakkk eh.
dah tu i kna qn wich is
"Name all the body systems and list their functions."
mati. balek keje penat2 kna blajar jgk.
cehs!
on top of dat, need to do case study.
bluehx.
my presentation so sucky sia.
she saed i write evrytin gd but wen she ask
i dunoe wad to answer.
sure low marks for dis posting.
haish
howells..
so far i tink im doing more of staff nurses' job.
xtra stuffs like:
-like writing report, passing reports,
-taking on a case
-send pt for Xray, CT Biopsy
-following doctor's rounds
-despatch urine FEME, blood cultures,
-giving insulin and clexane injections
-monitor blood glucose lvl
-serve medications
-set i/v drip, regulate flow
-admitting n discharging pts.

not onli giving urinals n bedpans.
hahahahaha.

dere's drama happening at ward 2 jus nw.
a pt was found unconscious in the toilet
wif a shaver in his hands
trying to kill himself.
malar 1st saw him n evrione started rushin over.
it was havoc.
thank goodness he was alryte.
-----------------------------
3 weeks in ward 2 was alryte
but nutin can win ward 11.
haha.
Special tribute to
SN: Marichu, Nadar, Gregorio, Robin, Dun Li, Raihan, Nathan, Azmi*hehe*, Phyone,Fen Yan
AN: Nadia, Azlina, Shahril, Regina
HCA: Marizol
Nyp yr 1s...
Nyp yr 2s: Hairong, Jinlan, Yn Shan, Tikah, Jas, Shiqah, Malar
Patients: bed 17, 19, 27, 37 (my Favourites)

**took a photo frm shahril's camera.
hope he can send it to me asap.'
he better be.
wakaka.

~yawns.
im dead beat tired.
wana get ma proper beauty sleep.
nytes.

adiew.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

{ freed on 1:45 AM

im soooo gaining weight.
i lyke to binge nowadaes.
dunoe y, but
food makes me feel better..
wen i eat, im in ma own world.
my comfort zone.
ko ni tgh puaserrr nisa!
hahahaha.
my thighs are getting bigger.
THUNDER THIGHS ALERT!!
their rubbing against each oder wen i walk.
it may sound gross,
but yah. seryousli.
arms less flaby i tynk
coz ive been tryin to firm dem up.
stomach more bulging as usual.
can anibody tell me hw to get rid of
lower body fats??
dose stubborn baby fats.
urgh...
to those who tink im too paranoid abt the wae i look,
well, im just bein maself.
a gerl will olwaes be one. agree?
one of dose self-conscious freaks.
haha.
ive been called a thirsty hippo before
and i will nvr be one again.
NEVER!
hehe.
but dear,
i wld love to keep dose love handles wit me.
=p

mirror mirror on the wall..........