phew.
juz came back from NYP gym. frankli i dun sweat at all. even a lil drip. thou asz saed dat she kinda meleket abit. werkin on firmin ma abs, butt n ol da flabz on ma arms. afta i used da treadmill fer lik 15 mins, wen i get off, i felt lik "flying" on thin air sak. haha. ringan sungguh bdnku ini. asz pon felt da same. after trained fer an hour, we felt bored. aniwae asz hd 2 rush home to freshen up coz lata she wana see a drama or sumtin kat AJC. i dun wana go hm coz dere's noone at hm. so here i am. at e-plaza.
haiyoi. wat telah happen 2 ma stage arts. cancelled again at laz min. n da ICA interview postponed to sun. nw sat no planz! argh. i'll kall up wan 2 ask him out. hmm. yayyy
wonder wen i'll get ma new fone. been waitin fer lik 1,2,3,....8 months sia. oh wel, juz b content wit wad i hv. gd enuff. da di da.
ehk asz, juz jokin oni la gerl bout da cari boi laen thingy. im nt so heartless larx 2 find ma own entertainmnt while he's awae tinking of me. gosh no no. even wen he is sick n we plan 2 go out nxt dae 2geder, i 'll force him 2 rest. coz its his health im more concerned abt. ya noe. so yupz, vice versa. treat him gd and he'll treat mie ryte. karma's real. heheh. da laz ting dat i wan from our relationshp is nt 2 b thruthful 2 each oder. even if a couple seems so close n hv gr8 affection fer each oder, bt if deep down, 1 party choose 2 hide da truth of nt likin da oder party as much, da relationshp will moz likeli nt turn out well. bottomline, dey hv to b az honest as possible. lik it or nt, datz da fact. n u cnt change da fact.
sumtimez i wonder if we shld change our partners into sumting dat we want dem to b. or juz love n accept dem 4 whu dey r. as in dressin, manners, personality etc. im ENCOURAGED bt nt forced lar, by wan 2 wear heelz. but...i cnt. i like 2 walk fast. n rough. n heelz kills me. ill rather wear sumtin comfy den wearin sumtin nyce bt hurts. gt a tip from germaine(u go gurl!):
Its nt da clothes dat u wear wich makes u look gd. its hw confident u r in wearin doze clothes. so dear, im sorrie, im so nt into heels. mayb in future. god noes.
U shld not try to love a perfect person, bt u shld love an inperfect person perfectly. whoa. tk abiz2 ngn aku nye falsafahzz. better make a move. g-wang chick in da hse. well, chaoz evri1. muakx.