(diz post is dedicated 2 hazwan. hapi 8mnthz diz thurs syg.)
been tinkin alot lateli.
on weder he reali like LIKE me or juz like me. cuttin dwn on da fone cols, da msgez n daes we mit up. nt lik laz tyme where he used 2 fetch me afta skool, chatted fer hourz on da fone n sendin me msgez lik olmoz everi min. missed dt gud old daez. iz it true fer moz guyz;
out of sight,out of mind? wad a tough relationshp diz is, wen neither of ma parentz knew or approve of him.
rem da tyme he sent me hm, ryte up 2 da lift. n wifout uz noein, my bro waz walkin bside uz! nearer 2 him btw. i waz shocked as hell n made a direct u-turn leavin him walkin oll da wae. eheh. noone esp my bro iz suppose 2 c uz 2geder. dear caught up wif me,askin wadz wrong. wen i told him itz my bro,he shut up. waited fer a few minz b4 goin up da lift,hopin my bro wld go awae. saw bro waitin impatientli fer me n i freaked out. wen i finali entered da hse, went straight past him 2 ma rm n locked e door. bro was totali silent da whole dae. had diz glare at me. sheesh. wad a protectv bro.
frm den onwardz, wan din send me bck hm. da tyme i chatted wif him in ma rm n ma mum picked up da fone frm da oder rm. maut. i kept silent leavin him yackin awae. mum shouted "shaifi nga telipon ehk??" she tot ma bro was on da fone wif hiz fren by da sound of a male voice. i slammed da fone.
from den onwrdz, wan din col me at hm. 2 cut da long storie short, our rltnshp iz rather secretive. my parents is so nt openminded. n diz affects our rltnshp. tough eh. been judgin each oder's luv fer one anoder.
he sent me a msg sayin "sayaang ayu. ayu tk kua nari? ayu da mkn lom?" i replied tinkin dt he was bein manje by typin ayu instead of 'u'. he msged bck sayin salah antar n waz meant fer his fren. NOT ME. hot beb. asked him whu da HELL is ayu. he kept brushin da issue aside sayin juz a fren. yela, fren smpai ckp
sayang sme eh. kept tinkin bt it da whole nite. on wad i lack as his gurl.
tried 2 dig tingz out from him. abt AYU. finali he confessed. sayin ayu tingy waz a fake. she doesnt
exist. he made up da msg n lied 2 see ma reaction 2werdz it. n nw he's convinced dt i DO care bout him n gets jealous. coz itz hard fer him 2 c ma feelinz wen i hardli express dem. haha. ya got me boi. *raises up both armz,muke paisey* muah love ya. we cn make it thru syg.