fuckin pissed nw. feelin terrible inside. if u guyz can see ma face, u cn c hw masam it iz. nt even a tinge of smile. nt in da mood. feelin
unwanted. feelin lost. useless. anak terbiar lidat.
lonely.poly lyfe kinda sux nowadaes. start late,end earli. wad da fuck. kalo uma aku sbla skola tkp arh. travel long distancez juz fer few hrz of lecturez. freakin BORED sia. gv me sumting 2 do n ill b glad 2 do it nw. anyone, if u hv any planz,coll me!!! pathetically layin eggz ovr here. soo love da feelin of being BUSY. n despize being freee.nana's out wif her guy. asz's out wif adil n ina. class disappeared after lect. whu 2 hangout wit sak?? im NEVER goin hm at diz hr. nt even a soul at hm. n dere'z basicalli nutin 2 do. so here i m,blogging. wad a fuckingli pathetic lyfe. mind ma werdz, cnt help it.
im rotting. feel like talkin 2 ma fingers. slapping maself. wtf.
2dae markz our 8 monthz togeder. seriuzli i dun find any speciality in 2daez date. sumpah ma heart skipped a beat wen he suggests meetin 2dae. feelin excited n oll. finali planz cancelled. wif da lamest excuze ever. ayg,if u're readin diz,im sorrie. i seriuzli hate it if ppl ask me out bt cancel at da laz minute. puaz hati tk ajak kn. nana came ovr n tolk 2 me wen she saw my sooper depressin face. she asked y im nt celebratin our anniversary. even i dunnoe. need sum1 to talk to. everione seemz 2 b rushin off. n me left alone. felt lik cryin inside. hey, im nt a crybaby fyi.y din i pluck up da courage 2 talk to ma deepest crush 2 YRS AGO. egoistic woman i m. y m i sulking ovr it anw? tinkin bck, we cld b a pair by nw. itz juz dat,
arh 4get it. past is past. fated of me n wan to meet. bt y isn't he here bside me wen i
need him the most. y. sumting's buggin me inside. i noe he misses his ex. i noe he styl loves her. even fer abit. bloody lucky of her. fuckin jealouz. 2 b styll in his heart even thou he's wif me. muz b special. njrdfjdnvckjrejncslaf shit. it breaks my heart wen he saed dt mayb dey will b back 2geder in da future. even thoa itz juz a passin remark, it cn hurt feelinz. i may look tough n hard on da outside, bt wad lies inside is veri soft. brittle. fragile. cn crack 2 a million pieces. stay away.