hey hey hey evribodz! ;p
sorie fer da soooper depressin previouz entry. felt lik screamin ma headz off but felt much betta afta lettin it oll out. touched by ma peepz whu showed concerns after readin it. especially asz. i love ya gurl. cnt blieve she went 2 such an extent 2 write me a 5-page personal letter 2 show dat
im not alone. n fairuz kalo i free nk mampos aku collin2 kau ehkz. number pls? haha.erm yups. here r sneak peakz of contents from her letter:
~ assume he noes tt even thoa i dun vocalize hw much i luv hym,
deep dwn i do.
~trouble
xpressin ma feelinz.
~wer nt
transparent. pple cnt c thru uz. s/timez we hv 2 do s/thing 2 show tt u care,2 reassure hym of our feelinz fer hym.
~if we r nt hapi abt stuffz we juz pretend nuttin happen.
too ego 2 show dt we r actuali affected by it.
~abt his ex,she's da past ur da present n if u wana b da future den make da bez out of it n
show ure in EVERY way better den her.
aww.thx darls. appreciate it. ayg,im sorie if u felt disappointed in readin my entries. i noe u tkle terime wen i voice out oll da "pleasant " werds. bt dtz hw i feel. if i were 2 tell u st8t 2 da face, i guez u will juz brush it off az if im
makin a fuss out of nuttin. juz wana tell ya dat
i love u so much. datz da main reason y i go oll out 2 make our rltnshp better. if nt, y do i even bother. trust me.
muahs.
goin 2 da gym later on wif asz. cnt wait fer da stage artz camp diz weekendz. been practisin fer da choreographed stepz fer da dance perfrmnce erm,nxt mnth i tink. hotline by ciara. nyce steps but sial la punye la laju da beat. practicalli we r like jumping arnd sak. haha. melebeh nisa. aite aoutz!