Monday, November 28, 2005
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1:45 AM
owwwwkayyy
as u OLL can see...
i changed de pics lil bit here n dere.
resized version n edited. so yarx.
many more pikchas..
if u guys wana see, http://photobucket.com/albums/v251/nisaaini/?sc=1
evrithings in dere.
cam-whorin as usual.
kate perempuan kan kan kan. tk btol??
haha i missss u too res.
ingatkn nk jumpe kua samer2 bile raye tap pe dah jad. uwek uwek.
u of course la ader hols now, im styll skoolin wif attachments n tests cumin up. urgh sian.
n oso loads of dance performances in month of dec.
patheticallie everi single dae im havin dance practice till bout 10pm at nite.
yarx,morning skool,nyte dance.
woooo NO LYFE sia nisa. heheh.
so my schedule abit cramped up lars.
if im free 'ill holla ya ayte gal?
announcement!!!!
2 oll of you guys whu are free on 30th nov,9th dec and 14th dec..
feel free to pop down at ma skool 2 watch us perform.
free show tau tau,tkya bayar sme.
im sure u guys will njoy it. ;)
alarrr lunchtym prfrmnce jek,bukan aperrr..haha.
so yarx, keepin updated bout ma lyfe,
im currentli single n NOT available.
yeah u got me ryte.
coz i dun wana b involved wif any guys wadsoeva.
bzbzbzbzbzbzbzbz is in ma blood ryte nw.
its beta 4 me NOT 2 hv a bf den havin one n not bein able to COMMIT to him. hehes.
n oso, i styll cant over hazwan yet. i styll love him. yeahx.
it'll take some tyme i predict.
arghhhh i got alexandra-AGAIN 4 attachment.
owells wad 2 do.
i tink dats bout all u guys.
i won be updatin much currentli coz of KESIBOKANNESS in ma lyfe.
eat healthily n enjoy lyfe 2 da fullllest.
muaks muakx.
Monday, November 21, 2005
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2:30 AM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
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2:33 AM
AAAAAAHHHHH IM SOOOOO STRESSSED WIF EVERYTIN!!
ALOT OF THINGS IS GOING THRU MA HEAD RYTE NW.
nobody knows.
nobody cares.
tears forming in ma eyes.
nobody notices.
sadness in ma eyes.
nobody notices.
no more smiles. no more laughter.
i feel like throwing up.
n dig a hole for me to hide myself.
to hell wif anitin else.
i wana be alone.
STAY AWAY.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
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11:18 PM
sittin here in e-plaza wif nana..
while waitin fer her bf 2 get ready.haha!
sabar jek eh gerl. cool dwn..
aku pon tkde keje pas skola so ble la kau tmankn aku.
hmmmz..
anihoos..
not much tings happened in ma loife lateli.
went out raye-ing wif qid,zah,liz,yani,faezah,yada2..
ya basicalli ma clique in sec sch larx.
haha liza din change much,but she's more matured.i guez
gd in givin us service while servin drinks in her hse.
biasela die kn da PRO keje pizzahut. hehez.*clapclap*
erm,zah becum more fierce to me.haha
biasela she's a tuition teacher,kene firm kt students kn.
but basicalli she's styll da teddybear.ahakz
ct nad,nt much changes,xcept she looked TALLER.arghhz
n soo swit,she hold hands wif her sis moz of da tym.
yani biaselah,more jambu,esp wen she's wearin tudung. feewit.
mcm mina arab gtu,matchin ar ngn shukur yg ader muke arab skt2.
qid styll de same kecoh-rable gerl yg kuat melatah
bt in sum aspects she improved abit larx.hahaha
faezah pon da lawaaa abis. wah da maju eh.hehe
oll in oll, de outg was fun
xept dt we went oni a few hses larx. :(
as i was wearin white,dey saed,"eh maner bakal suami kau? mcm pengantin jer!"
haha.
catched up wif 1 yr of nt metin each oder.
maklumlah satu2 beezee wif lyfe.
tot of gg 2 khairunisa n feez's cliques hse
bt turns out dey oso gg out. haizz
n oso siti,lya n de mly guys cliques.
matair qid bez ar,veri de frenli.betta den her oder ex-es.haha.
we hd a blast.
hd dance yest,n josh was in a gd mood. ALHAMDULLILLAH.
kalo tdk mati kite kena dera teruk2.
duno y he lik 2 do sexy moves 4 warmupx evritime.haha
haha esp de GELEK part. woohoo. shake ya hips gerls.
n i guess dere's improvements in our choreo
coz he din beleter dt much nw.
poor asz din get 2 join us. she looked soo sickli sae.
gosh we're left wif onli 15 more daes 2 performance. maut.
i dun wana mk a fool of maself on stage. sheesh.
buck up n brush up nisa..
sch wise, getin more fun dae by dae.
learnin fleet enema n admin of medications.
n oso bandaging-i LOIKE! redcross skills nvr go 2 waste huh.
i NVR miss pregnancies lectures.haha.
its interestin 2 noe hw lecehnye 4 women 2 hv a baby. pre n post-natal.
but on top of dt,its a BEAUTIFUL experience. uhuh.
n 2 ma huneybuneysugarplump, hw i reali reali reali wana mit up witcha.
"mase mencemburui kite" eh?
cume kite yg tk pandai bahagikan mase.
nothin is impossible dear. NOTHING.
take note of dat..
been yackin long enuff la dey.
so i guez i beta make a moove.
"It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and a lifetime to forget them."
Friday, November 11, 2005
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3:43 AM
hey peeps....
to sum of ya whu r in doubt bout ma rl/p wif hazwan,
here's wad i hafta sae..
i styll love him
i reali do.
its nt dt i dun, wen i wrote bout mr x
coz he's jus a crush
hey evrione has crushes ryte?
wich is doesnt last long..
but wif him,my feelins styl stays
and cnt be erased overnight.
juz praying to god everidae
dt tings will werk out well btwn de both of us
hanya tuhan yg akn menentukn..
went out shhpg wif my sis
spending quite alot of our raya collectns.hehe!
ma sis is such a dear
bein so patient wif me as i entered evri shops
n wastin quite alot of tym in dere!
haha 2lah nk akak temankn kao sgt kn kn kn
pple hate 2 go out shhpg wif me,i tink
coz i can take hrs jus 2 find
e IDEAL shoe,or bag,or top etc
biasela sifat kewanitaan semulajadi katekan..haha..
i need a new bag desperateli
coz ma green ketupat bag will putus ani moment soon
i need new shooeeezz soon
coz ma shoes have mouths on dem n its worthless
glue-ing dem wif superglue
i need new tops.....
coz im bored wif ma current wardrobe
ahhhhhh
if i cn own an entire shopping centre
i'll be de HAPPIEST person in e whole universe.
whahaha..
ani1 up to satisfy ma cravings??
;)
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
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12:22 AM
ahhhhh
sumpah my heart beat faster
n my hands gettin all cold n sweaty.
hahax.
y muz we get oll tensed up
wen we're beside pple dat we admire?
y muz we have nothin 2 tok abt
wen we desperateli wan 2 start a conversation?
hmmmzz..someting 2 ponder.
met mr x at bus 300's railing-again
wen im otw home.
stood beside him in e bus-AGAIN
which was so unexpected.
thoa i knew his family,n he knew mine
we hardli had e courage to talk 2 each oder.
hahaz. funie wen i tink back dose incidences.
yelah maklumla org ingat im a sombong person
who dun smile.
so wen i saw him from far,n he saw me too
we avoided eyecontact bt finali i gv him an akward smile
n he smiled back.
but da funny ting is,throughot e journey in de bus
we nvr spoke. wahahaha
same goes for our past meetings
he was lookin down at my shoe n his
n kept smilin wenever i faced him.
SUMPAH i damn bloody stooopid freak
tk tau bukak my mulut 2 talk.
my emotions took over ma brain. haha
at home told ma sis bout it
n she gave me a grin. ape sak!
she oso cnt deny x as gdlookin la
coz his younger bro,looks NOTHING compared 2 him
he's 1000000x better.
ahahahahaha.
received a fone call dt nyte from his mother
sayin dat dey r cumin ovr 2 ma hse 4 rayer visit.
ape lagi,gabra nk mampos
n ma sis made me feel WORSE. ejek org je tau.
while servin drinks to his family
i SWEAR ma hands trembled.
luckili i din drop dt tray, if nt uat malu jerk.
dt few secs of servin drinks
felt lik hours. haha
but i pity him
coz he's diagnosed wif a major health problem.
n summore he's in da sports arena
looked so freakin thin compared 2 past yrs.
so on behalf of ma family,i pray dt he will be well
n regain health 2 b a normal person again.
insyaAllah....
Thursday, November 03, 2005
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11:56 PM
*mike test,mike test,1 2 3,speakin speakin*
i've got 4 announcements 2 make..
1. HAPPIE 21st BDAE KAK NANI!!!!
stae hawt, u gorgeous babe. hehe
2. HAPPIE DEEPAVALI to oll indian pple in de werld!!
i noe ma upstairs neighbr r reali njoyin demselves afta hearin bunyi2 "bom meletup" on de eve of deepavali. haha. n da thumpin sounds heard from upstairs. sheesh..
3. SLAMAT HARI RAYER 2 OLL muslimz..!!
yg slamer ni asyik tk puase jgn nk step muke slumber celebrate skali. krg tk tau nikmatnyer rayer kalo tk puase. haha sape2 yg nk terase,terase lah korang..
4. HAPPIE 11th MONTH ANNIVERSARY to me n ma dearrie!!
thoa we hardli contact each oder nwdaes, ma lyfe has changed completeli since u came.
n it will nvr b da same again..luv ya syg. muacks!
*clears throat*
yup n dats oll da shout outz i wana make. tc n hv a nyce dae evribods. muah muah.
I am worth, $98756,190
