ahhhhh
sumpah my heart beat faster
n my hands gettin all cold n sweaty.
hahax.
y muz we get oll tensed up
wen we're beside pple dat we admire?
y muz we have nothin 2 tok abt
wen we desperateli wan 2 start a conversation?
hmmmzz..someting 2 ponder.
met mr x at bus 300's railing-again
wen im otw home.
stood beside him in e bus-AGAIN
which was so unexpected.
thoa i knew his family,n he knew mine
we hardli had e courage to talk 2 each oder.
hahaz. funie wen i tink back dose incidences.
yelah maklumla org ingat im a sombong person
who dun smile.
so wen i saw him from far,n he saw me too
we avoided eyecontact bt finali i gv him an akward smile
n he smiled back.
but da funny ting is,throughot e journey in de bus
we nvr spoke. wahahaha
same goes for our past meetings
he was lookin down at my shoe n his
n kept smilin wenever i faced him.
SUMPAH i damn bloody stooopid freak
tk tau bukak my mulut 2 talk.
my emotions took over ma brain. haha
at home told ma sis bout it
n she gave me a grin. ape sak!
she oso cnt deny x as gdlookin la
coz his younger bro,looks NOTHING compared 2 him
he's 1000000x better.
ahahahahaha.
received a fone call dt nyte from his mother
sayin dat dey r cumin ovr 2 ma hse 4 rayer visit.
ape lagi,gabra nk mampos
n ma sis made me feel WORSE. ejek org je tau.
while servin drinks to his family
i SWEAR ma hands trembled.
luckili i din drop dt tray, if nt uat malu jerk.
dt few secs of servin drinks
felt lik hours. haha
but i pity him
coz he's diagnosed wif a major health problem.
n summore he's in da sports arena
looked so freakin thin compared 2 past yrs.
so on behalf of ma family,i pray dt he will be well
n regain health 2 b a normal person again.
insyaAllah....