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Thursday, December 01, 2005

{ freed on 7:41 PM

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say but if you only knew

How easy it would be
To show me how you feel
More than words
Is all you have to do
To make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
Cos I'd already know

well well well...
felt lik bloggin afta completed ma ica project.
sch ends at 10am todae, urgh felt reali bored sia.
dun feel lik gg hm yet
cam tk biaser ar alek siang sgt.
kat uma pon uknnye ader org. haha
hmm wad 2 write eh..
let me flashback...

oh yar!
had ma 1st everrr performance at de atrium 4 de luchtym thingy.
kiter da mcm support brazil sae.
GREEN n YELLOW costumes. tt was de dress code lar.
so i had ma green tank top on,black pants ,yellow headband
n yellow netted handsocks. nasib diyana pinjamkn sae. tenkiu!
ohh nt 4gettin a striking yellow "belt" ma mum made for me.
awww maseh ibu!! sayang ibu.
de rest of de stagearters play arnd wif de 2 colours la
sum cropped top la,cap la,wristband la,sports-bra la..
MACAM2 ADe..felt reali united sae. heez

de make-uping tym was fun.
oll had green n yellow eyeshadows wif de "cat-eyez" look.
vavavoom. dramatic sae.
face no prob but ma hair was de prob.
naz filled ma hair wif dunnoe-wad hair foam until it looked so LEPEH
otherwise known as flat. 'mcm-aru-abes-mandi' look.
so i flipped it arnd n messed up ma hair lik nobody's bisness.
i LOVE out-of-bed style of hair wif de heck-care kind of attitude. haha

enuff bout our dressing..
overall de performance was OK..
da startin part cocked up coz they on de music,off,den on again.
saper tk confuse? + nga GABRA lagi.muahah
part gelek pantat jer audience da woo sane,woo sini. ceh. haha
nxt wk nye alumni nyte plan 2 do better argh. n oso on 14th.
make sure hv eye-contact wif at least ONE audience n dance wif confidence.
"dancers cannot b shy" tts wat rene owaes saed.
n oso show ma steps wif attitude. show tt we're nt from 'kucing-kurap-club'. haha.
but from Stage ARTS.
our seniors did a gerrreeaat job.*clapclap* nyce one guys.
felt reali touched wen foreign bodies actuali screammed n supported us.
i heard from de backgrnd; "OMG! ive nvr seen sooo many stagearts dancers before!"
dunoe whu saed it la but yarx. ;)

tmr is his bdae n sun is our so-called '1yr-anniv'
but things did nt turn out de wae we wanted it 2 b.
tinkin of hw he may b expectin me 2 celebrate his bdae bt i jus cnt.
hw cruel cn i be. but den again...
wonderin hw his lyfe is ryte nw.
weder if he's copin well in skool n oll dt.
i know im styll reminiscin de tyms we had evry opportunity i gt.
daydreamin n starin into blank space
tots of which i never had to chance 2 figure out.
qns of "what ifs" n "is it me or him" kpt appearin in ma head.
doesnt matter whu's in de wrong ryte nw.
tinkin bck,he never treated me bad.
sumtyms i jus wish we cld forget de past n start tings new.
as they sae,'arguments make pple even closer'.
bt i know its impossible.
unless he reali reali reali love me tt much.
'once i break ngn seseorng,tk mungkin i akan menerime nye kembali'
was wad he saed. haiz.
i wish he cld be more realistic n accept de fact tt no one's perfect.
life is nothin w/o mistakes.
shld we patch up? or shld we carry on?
duno if he'd moved on but i certainli havent.
been rejectin oll de guys tt wana get 2 noe me.
jus plain uninterested. nt tt im kerek or smthin.
Y? because he styl have a place in ma heart.
waitin waitin waitin tyl de ryte one comes...