Saturday, January 13, 2007
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1:48 AM
i need a chill pill badly.cos im starting to hallucinate.im seeing figures.im hearing voices.im feeling things.oh shuddup nisa.to make long story short,im stressed up.bleahs!studied the whole night yest.studying abt brains made ma brain lose its function.haha.left wif nutrition n GIT.research methods untouched yet.fark it.i dun feel lik opening ma books now even.haha.i feel lik sleeping in this cold nice weather.cast tt books aside.like watever arh.nant mlm leh sambung alek.to tink tt i haf only a day left.n ive been eating non-stop.for comfort and for boredom.food is ma bestie.it makes me feel good.i feel so jiggly-wiggly.feel like working out.n ouh did i mention i miss my deary?so ever the very much.yest he din cntct me.felt like i lost ma life.turns out he forgot his hp.phew.i need a backrub.and a cucumber fer my eyebags.plus a warm lovely hug on top of dat.n ouh a hot choc brownie wld be nice.guess im talking rubbish.babbling to maself has been part of me aldy la.babble babble babble.da lame buat keje macam gini ey.kay stop it.im addicted to my sweetest drugand dts you.i need u.