Monday, April 09, 2007
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4:22 AM
today is the 1st day of attachment.being in the gynae ward.sumtin new i guess.but 1 tings for sure it gets boring at tyms.HAHAS.too many staff, too lil patients.well only for today lar.i hope it gets better tmr and e days after.countless standing ard doin nutinand frequent yawns.lack of sleep + nutin to do = bored me.=pall e oder peeps will agree too.hehes.somehow my heart feels heavy.tryin hard to ease the feelingbut it jus wun leave.the pillow has been the only witnessfor the constant tear drops.oh hw i wish it speaksso it can dry my eyes and console me.wonderin wat've gone wrong.countless reflections.countless 'fitting into the others' shoe'.finally reality hits on me hard.karma does happens.being nice is difficult.trapped in a hole of confusion. wishing for a better tomorrow.where i can look at everyone in the eyeand smile.understand to be understood.