Monday, May 21, 2007
{ freed on
1:21 AM
okay. i tink its enough.when i read back my entries,they all sound sooo DEPRESSING SIA.hahaha.like sumone whu needs serious counselling.im even freaked out by my own words.i tink i will scare my readers off soon.cos of my writings,shows how "happy" i am. hehs.but thats the whole point of blogging kan.to express myself.in that current situation, current time.and im not supressing it all inside.i need a media to blurt it out.for sure.i can erupt like a volcano. so be prepared.not to mention curl up like a helpless kid.im not exaggerating tings.im not crying for attention, hell no.all raw emotions. sumpah tk bedek.wtf.;acknowledge them.tisk.yang sudah tu sudah...no point regretting.no point pointing fingers.wats done has been done.n time to get OVER it.one problem;
i dont know how.i tink its less convenientto spurt out personal stuffs in here.im going back to the traditional;PERSONAL DIARY.where i can write watever i want.thoa its less tiring to type than to write.hehehe.nonetheless,im appreciative of lovely people ard me.my angels.sent from God to lift me off the ground.to hold my hand.to carve back the smile on my face.the people whom i call, Friends.
**not forgetting other sweets out dere.u noe who u are.u are never forgotten.now the onli person i need to care aboutis Me.i decide my own life.
all the years of putting others above myselfhas put a strain on my back.as someone once told me,"you're too soft."
its time i love myself.hell yeah.oh gosh i neeed some therapeutic management.shopping soon gurlies?GREAT SPORE SALE larrrr.woo hoo =)n i miss the gym.