Thursday, June 07, 2007
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12:59 AM
its building up in me.the stress level is slowly rising...datelines need to be met.workload is heavily pilling up.time is money.these projects is slowly making me go crazy.im starting to talk to my fingers.help!haiya.i need:a backrub.my sleep.a break.time.i want:to pull out my remaining hair.to sleep.to sleep.to sleep.to sleep.oh fark.ive been tinking alot to myself.wat future may bring...i went to e job recruitment drive yest.i heard competition among nurses is high.will i be able to secure a job?where will i work,AH, NUH, SGH, KK?i heard AH is veri difficult to get in.im considering NUH or SGH.mayb bonding wif SGH if posb.bt iv nvr been attached dere.culture SHOCK sia.haha.haish.. duno lar.=(nisa, always remember u can do it.dont be stressed.bcos stress causes cancer.hehehehe.so smile people.on a brighter note,im falling deeper and deeper.these feelings i just cnt control..tried to avoid it, but it keeps coming back.i din search for it, but it search for me.used to tink that ive no more hopes for it,used to tink that im hopeless in it.used to tink tt im not worth for it.and the "it" im referring to is...love.and the "it" makes me smile everyday.=)syukur alhamdullillah.