today is a not-so-nice day for me. =(
felt like blogging.... but cnt find the correct words.
im still in denial.
shocked.
i noe i can do better. WAYYY better.
but i fumbled. and jumbled. and crumbled.that made me wail like a baby.
heck, if that made me feel better then why not.
im a perfectionist.
i dun take failures well.
i crave for time. and lotsa practice.
and now my mind is still clogged.i need help.
get myself back together. compose myself.
and now i feel
sick. demam. daym.
dahla im going to balek rumah and have a good rest.
P.S: to kint, thx for the help beb. owaes there when needed.
to my baby, u helped me get thru this. thanks and i love u.
im in no mood to continue furthur....