im unsure of my own feelings.
why is it still playing in my mind?
im well aware that its done and over.
it has nothing to do in my life anymore.
it is wad i regard as a bad past.
trying to keep the hatred feelings towards that past.
but seems like his shadows are still lurking ard.
unwanted memories.
of that certain place. that specific song. that simple gesture.
i felt sinful just by reminiscing back.
seems like humans tend to remember hurting events more than happy ones.
and its a secret i kept to myself.
trying to force all that away.
guess i still need time. more time then i ever thought i needed.
now, i've found my true love who will help me overcome it.
and im blessed to have such unconditional love and support from my other half.
and i will not let a rotten past upset my happiness in future.
i jus pray to God that time heals everything and make me much stronger.