hahah.
those 3 nights was interesting, in a way.
i din feel sleepy at all, only occasionally when im bored and staring into space.
i did feel shagged, when patients got admitted one after another esp those cases which require immediate attention. it was getting out of hand with the labelling of forms (which i seriously need to work on) and the assessment sheet (same goes for this). received a good few minutes of nagging from my preceptor, nuraini. but thank god it made me awake afterwards.
previously i felt too laid-back about this posting. a good ward brother, no C.I ard, nice preceptor and staffs, friendly doctors and also a chill-out working environment. what more could i ask for? but that was previously.
NOW its different. im starting to be treated as a SN, no more a blur and clumsy student. no more gelek-gelek ard in the ward.
and previously i felt that im 70-80% confident. but now its a mere 30-40%. i need someone to tekan me, so that i can feel the pressure to work harder. nuraini is nice, she teaches me stuff. but at times i felt like being taught the wrong way. she always say, "by right u have to do this and that"... then y not do the right thing terus kan..? nyehs. -_- im confused.
i miss my friends...my roster is fcuking merepek until we cannot plan a day to meetup. not even a single day. too many changes here and there. i really feel that we need e/o's comfort and support. and also the craziness to hilangkan tension. and to my babe, dun ever give up on urself cos people never gave up on u. im confident u can make it through kay...we need to talk.
my baby, dun be too upset abt ur setbacks. try and try again. giving up without trying is worst than not trying at all. what matters is that u gave ur best. ur never a gong2 person like what u refer urself as. from what ive known abt u since we met, u will never lose hope and always think on the bright side. ur mentally very strong. so strong that u will overcome anything that ur body abstain u from doing. when ur mind is set to do something, it can always be done. thats what i admire abt u. a caring and determined person with a never-say-die attitude. so pls dun change that part abt u kay. i know u can do anything that ur mind set out to do. :)

short nap.... bored so take pic la.



cicak! -_- messy workdesk!