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Friday, December 07, 2007

laughing back at ya. { freed on 1:11 PM

life so far has been mundane for me.

going to work and slog, going back home to sleep. where's my life siaaa. there's nothing else for me to blog. so im writing about my prcp laaa eh.

there's mixture of emotions. likes and dislikes.

on the downside, i was pushed around rabak-rabak. nisa do this, nisa do that. feel like telling them that hello, i only have two hands. i cant be following after everyone's instructions. im running everywhere in the ward. i dont feel it always, but my feet are killing me when i finally get to sit down. To me, im ALWAYS on the go and occupied with things to do. YET people are giving feedbacks that i appear calm and relaxed and have the cant-be-bothered kind of face. kepala otak laa eh. they want me to run and sprint like im in a marathon isit? -_- i cant help but disagree with the comments they made. ohhh how friendly and sweet they are on the surface. but how nasty they can be when they start talking trash behind my back. well thats life isnt it? give me a break.

i admit i dont handle criticisms well. when my preceptor told me my skills sucks straight to my face (and in front of the group of doctors), i can only manage to hold my sadness. the casefile she slammed on my face, the look of disappointment she shows, the scoldings i received. it finally hit me hard when i excused myself to the toilet to let my feelings out and cried. i just cant hold it back there and then. there goes my morale.. haiz.

on a brighter note, as day goes by, she told me she can see my improvement. from being the last one to serve medications, to the first to bring out the medicine trolley. haha. she said i showed good and detailed documentation and works well with my collegues. its not fair if they judge me with the way i look. cos i know myself better than anyone else. at the end of the day, its not easy to bring me down cos i love what im doing.. that overpowers everything.

and im thankful for having someone lovely by my side. to listen to my sorrows and pain. to guide me in times of need. and dust the dirt off my shoulders. he once said, " when ur at work, let the stress be at work. when ur off duty, be happy. cos its a waste when ur feeling stressed out all the time. its unhealthy." thats true. he is always there when i need him. thanks baby. i love u and miss u lots...

to my darlings, feel more relieved after catching up with u guys. giving each other support eh. haha. cheers to us all!!! :) lets endure this shittyy moment together!~ miss u guys...

hmmm...time to get ready for another day at work....