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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Faith is a small word with a big meaning to it. { freed on 12:10 AM

yet another bestie telling me how depressed they are at work. from the demanding managers, the hectic schedules, bitchy colleagues and effing patients. oh well, how surprising right.

"how i wish i could turn around and leave." is becoming a common phrase. the fact that she's bonded made it worst. having to overcome 3 long years in that current situation doesn't help at all. u feel like ur waking up and having to go through a tough ride. i completely understand. patience is your bestfriend.

been there, done that babe. i've gone through countless expressions in my short working experience. like you, ive swallowed harsh criticisms and hurtful comments. im a more introverted person, my real life is going on inside my head. nobody can guess my inner feelings beneath that calm and blur face of mine. ive bowed down to humans who are clueless about their temperamental nature. at times, to an extent that my sef-esteem died on me. i felt small and hoped to make them eat their own distasteful words.

yes, it is a cruel world out there. there's no end to politics. u can never put a stop to it. in fact, it is everywhere. i've learnt to force myself to deal with the situation, rather than escape from it. HELL to all those conflict-creating humans out there, damn you. may you fix that twisted brain and scrub that rusty heart of yours. live up to the good name of professional nurses, if you still have the tiniest interest to be in this line. if not, search within your souls and get a job that suits the real you. i guess till then will we spread some peace and loving around.

so hey babe, think of the positive side. think of all the great people who praised you, gave u endless strength and support. think of the bumpy ride u had that leads u to where you are now. tink of the great buddies who paint some fun colours in your life and made work less boring. think of the patients etc who gave sincere smiles to appreciate your kind gestures.

as for me, i always remind myself that "i am here for my patients."

and thats all that matters.

have faith my nurses.