today i wasnt being my true self.
i was irritable, aggitated and in a foul mood.
usually it would be very surprising to see me mad. only the unimaginable can make me mad. at most i would shout from one end to the other one minute and be laughing the next. but TODAY, i was cursing and swearing like nobody's business. even towards the innocent.
firstly, i dun like to see any mess around my space or work area. if i happen to see bits and scraps of unwanted pieces of junk, i would not hesitate to discard them away. its just an EYESORE. and today, there were TONNES of them in my line of vision.
secondly, i dun like it when people leave tasks unfinished. they leave traces of incomplete work everywhere; only for me to find out abit too late. and all the SHIT they left is all over my face. yes, im the victim who is in deep shit covering YOUR own ass.
thirdly, yes; i noe everyone is busy. but why are you always the busiest when all you cared about is your casesheets? you bossed your juniors around and turn a deaf ear to call bells from patients in need. now tell me, where is your personal touch of nursing care? case files are not your patients!
fourthly, when someone says that they had the job done, they MEANT it. dont try to say you did this and that, only for others to discover it was just empty words.
my patience was being tested. my middle finger was being raised. even my other colleagues labelled me; as FIERCE. huhhh. that word was never used to describe me. skarang tanduk aku dah naik!
i despise doing things in a rushed manner, because at the end of the day its not the quantity of work done. its the quality of the effort that was put in. remember, we work as a team. so if one does a mistake, it will affect the others. SO YOU BETTER BUCK UP AND START DOING SOME QUALITY WORK WILL YA?
*P.S: sorry to my other colleagues for having to tolerate my bad day. din mean to shout at you guys! love u all lahh~! hahaha...
okay gdnite.